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I miss your streams :( I hope you're doing okay and that all is well!
Mocca can you give me shotacon anime reqs?
The rant you did while playing Northern Journey where you talked about woke lolicons and shotacons was awesome and I think about it all the time. I'm woke but I'd lose almost every connection I had if people were aware of me enjoying shota even though none if it even resembles reality. I think you're really brave for being open about loli and shota and for cutting the bullshit about it. Do you have any advice for people who want to be more open about liking shota but don't know how to be open about it safely?
I think there is a good chance that you may be surprised at how little people actually care and that maybe you should re-evaluate your relationships with people that would actually seriously think you are a predator for engaging in ficions that give them bad feelings. It's not worth having relationships with people that are willing to ditch someone for something minor like this -- and it is minor, these are just fictions with no bearing on reality and no science backing up the idea that these things lead to harm, same as any other types of fictions that depict crimes or problematic elements. This is something you should internalize. It would be like ditching you for playing Call of Duty and calling you a war criminal. Do you really want to be friends with people like that? Because the line can and probably will move. I decided to stop being around people like this one day, packed my bags and left the groups I was in and kept the people that didn't care (normal) or also liked it (neat) around. These people don't care about me if they ditch me for something completely irrelevant and harmless and thus I don't need to care about them either. Being a shotacon or whatever is not your identity. Your whole being is your identity and if they need to boil you down to some kink you want to engage in and then ditch you for it, then that's their problem. Just make sure you're safe irl, in general I wouldn't really talk about my kinks in polite society but this much should be obvious.
What got you into being a shotacon? Personally for me its the size difference and the oneesan/okaasan showing them experiences their little shota brains couldnt imagine!
How come you suddenly want to become a programmer? Just for scripting games or are you actually interested in getting deeper into it, perhaps even as a career? If it's just games, you can learn it pretty quickly, a couple of months maybe, even though it will seem impossible at first.
I've been working as a professional software developer for 13 years across different companies, so I got to know a lot of programmers. Don't worry, most of them are creatures very much like you. If you really want to, I believe you can do it too!
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