Think this just kind of depends on whatever my mood is at the time, cuz sometimes it's like yeah the fucking is the cool part but I'm still into relatively sexless pin-ups where the focus is on growth or weight gain or what have you and that in and of itself is the important thing. If anything I feel like, other than the fact that I will actually draw/write sex and whatnot now, the big thing for me is no longer pretending that my reason for drawing this stuff ISN'T sexual. Like no yeah if I draw fat tits or a huge ass I'm not going to wring my hands and go "ooo i just like the shape" no it's because I want my shit destroyed by them lmao