I draw the big stuff
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Hey, so I am rather curious. I noticed markings or like tattoos on characters like for example on Chris' neck and wrists, and Lotte's butt, Mini's belly, Ruby's upper back, and Lyssa's lower back. And so, I was wondering if they had anything to do with contracts being made with Alexandria herself or with Pietra. Do they?
And also another question, how big can Lyssa grow really, is it there like no limit for her necessarily? well... aside from Pietra being able to shut her power off from one of the stories I think. But outside of Pietra being able to do something, is there any limit or none so that she can be whatever for the moment?
They USED to be, but when I started actually writing stuff out I decided to go in a different direction so I kind of phased out the markings for the most part. Some of them still have them or an equivalent, like Mini and Lotte (although I might mess with the designs/placement) but now they're less an indicator of a contract with Xandria in particular. I honestly forgot about Lyssa's entirely because it's been so long since I've drawn her where her lower back wasn't completely obscured by her ass but I might bring that one back cuz it's hot and she's the only character who, in setting, actually made an explicit contract (Chris and Vivi just had it kind of inflicted upon them lol)
Theoretically it's limited by Xandria's influence and power (which Pietra acts as a conduit of) but that is in and of itself so unfathomably vast that there's not REALLY a limit. If anything it's more a matter of how much the world can handle, because it's nature is very reality warping and things kind of start falling apart past a certain point, like on a "how could a living being be this large and still function" logical failure level, which would be around like, stepping-on-skyscrapers size.
It's also limited by WHERE she is. There's effectively 3 "layers" of reality to the setting—the normal world outside of Alexandria, Alexandria the city/location, which is kind of like an alternate dimension bolted onto and over chunks of the normal world, and then the underlying layer that exists beneath that. Outside of Alexandria she's much more limited, probably "only" capable of growing to around 50 feet. Inside Alexandria she's capable of the insane sizes previously mentioned, and then in the underlying layer (which I THINK I allude to in those early stories—it's where she comes from when she just kind of busts through reality like it was made of glass and walks out of a weird portal) there's basically no limits, she can go full on apotheosis bigger than entire planets level.
over the years i’ve found that my main process of finding new kinks tends to involve mulling it over till it clicks in my head that it can fit under the “women getting bigger” umbrella. how do you figure out new kinks you’re into, and what’s a kink you think you’d like but it hasn’t quite clicked yet?
I feel like for me there's a few different avenues; the obvious and most organic is ones that just stem from other kinks, and really might not be considered separate kinks at all, ie being into big muscular women but then later developing weird fascinations with specifically pumped up muscle groups like calves, necks, etc. Or sometimes they might just stem from taking a mild element I like and then pushing it to an extreme—there wasn't exactly any one moment where I went "oh shit that's hot" regarding like, weird saturated skin colors or extreme amounts of sweat, that just kind of happened out of nowhere lmao.
One of the other things is just like, the most common, widespread way a kink is depicted might not be to my taste and actively put me off of it, but then someone who draws it in a more palatable way might pop up and I go "hmmmm." Alternatively, I might just draw it myself and find that I can avoid the common aspects I dislike while focusing on the parts I do, which is kind of what happened with dicks and vore and whatnot. In doing so it also becomes easier to tolerate the previous depictions that put me off, even if I'm still not 100% on board. (and there might not be anything wrong with those depictions, per say, they're just not for me!)
and then sometimes it'll just come from somewhere completely unrelated to kink at all. A not insignificant amount of my "hmmm??" moments can be attributed to me reading a book or playing a game and going "okay but what if this was horny, that might be something"
as for the a kink I think I'd like but I don't, that's... I can't say there particularly is one that fits the bill, because if I THINK I'd like it I probably already would. I guess there's some some like, adjacent kinks that others might think I'd be into, like inflation or pregnancy, but I just can't really think of them as anything but being kind of like the stuff I like but with less appeal.
are there any very specific kinky fantasies that you have that you've seen no one else do, or rarely do?
I feel like very little of what I like is actually that unique or unexplored so much as it's just not done to my taste in regards to tone or how far it takes certain things. Or it hits the major kink but misses the universal flavor boost of "also the woman is like 8+ feet tall" that is my oeuvre lol
ie like any of the sweat stuff I mentioned is like, there's def stuff like that out there but it A) might not necessarily integrate my other kinks and B) it's probably going to lean heavily into slob or generally more unhygienic, humiliation and hardcore femdom style stuff that's... not really what I want. A lot of size difference stuff in general is kind of like that, where like the appeal is wow, big woman that is an actual physical danger, but I I like when it's more like an occupational hazard than like, actively, deliberately cruel. Like if I draw the sona getting their pelvis exploded that's because I think that's awesome it's not a punishment lol. Similarly there's like, a kind of pathetic scrimblo bimblo vibe to a lot of the smaller parties for that kind of pairing and that's not... I'd prefer like, maybe 25% less pathetic? If that makes any sense.
tbh I have a lot of ideas that skirt around the edges of "what if big" but the fetish adhd means they're constantly just kind of bubbling up to the surface only to immediately submerge and get replaced by another weird stupid thing I get delirious over, so making a list is difficult.
right now a lot of my thoughts are just about like, character interactions (horny style) and how a lot of the general trends, art or scenario wise, don't really do it for me, and thinking about how I could depict or write about them in ways I WOULD like (tbh a lot of dick stuff falls into this where post awakening I'm like "well I don't love how this was done but I COULD like this, I think")
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not really a question or anything this is just your name. I dont know what to do with this
you've mentioned being more aligned in your muscle stuff with the sheer bulk over a lot of the trappings of working out/gaining muscle; what are some of the elements of muscle stuff that hit most effectively for you? particular kinds of detail or levels of detailing, muscle groups you like seeing be really extreme over the rest of the body, emphasis on elements like the endorphin rush associated with growth or the freedom/power granted by muscles vs. being restricted/immobilized by the bulk, etc.?
I can't really organize my thoughts (or even collect all of them that I might have on the subject) so I'll just write a bunch of disorganized stuff about this off the dome.
There's not NO element of like, power and strength, but considering my oeuvre is huge scary women in general, that's not something exclusive to just the muscle-bound ones. "This woman would probably break every bone in your body if she fucked you" is kind of an omnipresent factor whether I'm drawing muscle, fat, hyper, etc. cuz they're all gigantic and like 8 feet tall at the shortest lol
Huge, rounded, bulging shapes. Muscles that take up space, that fight against one another for room, that have a sense of monstrous, overwhelming gravity. That expand and contract enormously with every exaggerated movement. That serve to inconvenience their owner and all those around them with their enormity, while simultaneously not hindering them in any way that matters.
On a visual level violently flexing, expanding musculature has obvious parallels with sexual release, and as such there is an appeal with working out/bulking out as a kind of replacement for intercourse, physical exertion and the act of becoming an inhuman behemoth a surrogate climax.
The contrast between a pretty face, dainty hands, etc. and an impossibly massive figure. A figure that's loaded with an inhuman amount of beef but still maintains a decidedly feminine silhouette. Or not; the disparity between a cute face on a body that'd put even the largest male bodybuilder to shame is also hot.
Individual muscles/muscle groups is a hard one because I could prob focus on amping up any of them and get all hot and bothered over them. The fairly obvious ones are biceps/triceps, lats, calves, pecs, and neck. And thighs, obviously. And ass. And y'know, enormous forearms tapering into comparatively small hands are also pretty nice. And you know, can't have enormous arms without massive delts, so...
What happened with the discord server?
Still sitting inert cuz I know I'd have to moderate it and I don't want to deal with that :V
tbh hovering around in other servers I'm like starkly aware that I'm just kind of harsh and bitter and would end up just telling people to stop posting bad too much
Anything in particular that brought on your current desire (by your suggestion of what you want commissioned) for women getting oiled up?
Coincides with the hot weather and the ol classic of a huge lady asking for help getting suncreen applied. Similarly, a few of my random personal pics have me thinking about women asking for help applying lotion so they don't chafe, etc. It's less about the oil or whatever is being applied and more the act of hands feeling up and getting lost in a huge body.
I failed the vibe check I MEANT BITCH INNA FUN WAY youre fun asf
Yeah no you're good that thought lasted like all of 2 seconds before I read the rest of the message lol
Draw more extreme muscles or so help me GOD. Im addicted to the way you draw them and your art in general and it's your damn fault bitch
I feel like my most corruptive influence has got to be the hyper muscle stuff lol, I get more comments about how I got people into muscle more than anything else. Considering I also got into it from breast expansion stuff I guess it's that's not unusual in pipeline terms, but it is funny. Also got plenty of more muscle stuff coming/ideas for stuff so no worries on that front. :V
In the past, Isadora being huge was a byproduct of her daughters messing with magic and reality on themselves, with the new-ish set up for Alexandria and zenithification, is this still true? And is Isadora aware of this consequence or are her memories altered with the changes to reality? Do her daughters know, and just choose not to tell their mom?
It's a bit different now, but still kind of accurate? The way things are now, both Lyssa and Isadora are changed when Vivi is altered by Xandria, both in terms of Deva women trending towards ridiculous sizes and the whole elf thing. Both Lyssa and Isadora are generally unaware of how things used to be prior these changes, even if Lyssa eventually gains some influence via her whole deal with Pietra. Isadora, likewise, gets to know a little about the nature of Xandria's influence and all that, but has no memory of how things used to be prior to the altered reality. As far as she's concerned her size is just genetics, a curves-enhancing enchantment she put on herself many, many years ago that just... never stopped enhancing, and an overactive appetite. :V
Vivi is generally aware that she's the reason her family is like this now, as is Lyssa, but neither bothers to tell Isadora because shit is weird (and she has her own experienced version of reality and there'd be no point in telling her the truth)
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