thank you for this 🫂 i've been feeling anxious all week, that's why i haven't unboxed anything and haven't shown you guys my fanmeeting haul 🥹 i'm a bit flustered the situation ended up like this... how could i have possibly known it was the last 7dream concert... ㅠㅠ

i just need to get past this hurdle, and i'll be able to breathe much easier :^) thank you for this sweet message <3 i'll be back soon!

they're upset because they think i deliberately chose tws over the last 7dream concert, but it wasn't like i knew it was gonna be the last 🫠 i was able to explain my pov to them, so it seems like they've calmed down a little now... now everyone's just crying about /me/ leaving the fandom and it's just....hdjsjdsj.... it's gonna be a long long weekend for me... 🫠

(also thank you for this lovely message!! really put a smile on my face after everything that went down the past 24 hours 🫂)

im not good with goodbyes either 😭 if it's possible, i would like to balance both accounts, but if you've been sticking with me, you'd know what kind of fan i am... once i like something, i give it all my all, so it's impossible to divide the attention ㅠㅠ

i'll definitely remain in saiville so let's spend a long time together here! tws is seriously my last fandom... i'm quitting kpop after this haha (i'm actually not really a fan of kpop anymore...im going back to my edm days....)

i was deep in the fandom so i guess it feels like a betrayal ? 🥲 i meant to have a proper talk with my followers, but i unexpectedly got spotted at the tws venue LOL the odds were just piling up against me ! anyways, i'm still a bit sensitive because i cant believe that was the last time 7dream would be together, and i was at the same place, just a different venue... i don't regret it, but it's just an odd feeling... !! i'll get over it eventually haha thank you for this lovely message 🫂

oh you gotta kick me when i'm already down, don't you... 🚬

thank you 🥺 i chose tws because they make me so happy, and i don't regret my decision to go see them 😊💕 i'll continue to prioritize my happiness from now on !! :>

the way i found out about mark through YOU 😭

thank you 🥹 im surprisingly doing better than expected (probably because of the memes LOL) but i think i wont write anything for the next week while i settle some fandom stuff... !! :>

it's like seeing 6 puppies running around the stage!! 😆 and their energy is so good too :> i have never attended a fanmeeting before because i always think i'd get bored since i don't speak kr lolol but tws made it so fun i didn't even realize there was a language barrier!! once they kick off their tour, i hope you can go and meet them!! 🫶

and it’s the fact that dh probably still sees /that/ yj whenever he looks at him, and maybe that’s why he’s so insistent on being yj’s hyung even though they’re the same age…