its funny, there aren't really many characters i have fixations with at the moment (i tend to obsess way more over scenarios...). but like, in retrospect growing up one of the most formative moments for me was realizing kurapika from hunterxhunter was a boy lmfao. that was like a big discovery probably in terms of both gender and sexuality, though itd be a long time before really either half of that sunk in.

though i feel an insane need to clarifyt that i only ever read the manga, and i think somehow from what little ive seen of the anime it kinda doesnt at all do justice to the andro cuteness togashi imbued in his kurapika