宝石の国.

Dearest Traveler · 2mo

hello. i think my crush has a crush on you and now i wish you'd just disappear. if you we'rent here maybe i stand a chance

I have already taken my time to try and come up with a response fit for this, but somehow I couldn't manage to put my thoughts into words properly. if ever I come off as rude or anything similar to such tone from this point forward, know that it is unintentional.

are you sure that I am the person you're actually wishing this for? although it doesn't make it any less concerning if it's for someone else—but I am just confused since I haven't been that much active for a while now. so this, to me at least, does not make any sense.
telling someone to "disappear", no matter what the context is (and especially if you're not even close to make such statement to the said party) does not sit right with me. sure, let's say this is for me. why did you feel the need to involve me with things I am not even aware of from the get-go? I do not know who you are nor do I know that crush you're pertaining to.
do you also think that you'd stand a better chance if that said crush of yours somehow sees and finds out this is what you do behind their back? do you think you're much fit for them now that you wished someone such horrid message?

I do understand that you feel helpless, and I have no right to invalidate that feelings of yours. the action you made in regards to that said feelings is the thing that did not sit right with me. but if you feel better after telling me this, then I guess you're welcome.

宝石の国. · 2mo

Dearest Traveler · 3mo

The wind calls your name
Your hair dances in the breeze
A fond memory

days and weeks passed by,
I hear a familiar tune,
your voice; echoing.

my apologies for the delayed response. I have been away for a while, and I only went back just now. I hope you have been well—and I am delighted to see you lurking around here still.

宝石の国. · 3mo

Dearest Traveler · 4mo

Hello! Is it okay if I talk to you in dms? I really need your advice (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) 🙏 /lh,nf

oh, dearest. I feel bad for not seeing this sooner. I have been away for a while. I hope you found people to talk to, and you've asked for advice to someone after this. I sincerely apologize for being unavailable during the time. should you wish to talk with me still, my dms are open.

宝石の国. · 3mo

Dearest Traveler · 4mo

I haven't seen you post about your alterspring for a while. Also, I love your childe fanart! Eats.

ah! hello. I stopped posting anything in general—and I haven't received any in a while so for a moment, I forgot to open this.
I am very very happy to know that you loved how I drew that particular harbinger. I did my best, considering I am not that fond of the said man. I hope you enjoyed consuming my doodle.

宝石の国. · 3mo

Dearest Traveler · 4mo

Hey
Hey
Hey
When you gon open your dms?
I needa spam cat posts.
sad noises

y.

hi, "y." my dms are open—but do expect that I cannot guarantee a quick reply if you ever send me messages. feel free to drop by anytime.

宝石の国. · 4mo

Dearest Traveler · 4mo

[0:35 - 0:52] <- this is you

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=HB5KwxPwQj8&si=nj6QR5ITPTs82iZ5

are you sure about that, dearest traveler? I'm afraid you have the wrong timestamp—or the wrong alterspring account. /lht
thank you for this. I do think kazuha is a beautiful boy. this is very much appreciated.

宝石の国. · 4mo

Dearest Traveler · 4mo

Hi! Can I ask if you have a crush or if you’re interested in someone right now?

hello, dearest traveler. if you're pertaining to romantic interest and attraction to someone, no. I am not romantically interested in anyone right now. I don't get romantic crushes easily in general—I usually end up liking someone who likes me first.
but, if you're pertaining to me harboring a platonic crush on someone, I have a few.

宝石の国. · 4mo

Dearest Traveler · 4mo

i must've gone too far on my last message. i apologize. i do not plan to linger longer than necessary after my confession about me admiring you. i understand my position that is also why i remain here. again, i apologize, i don't mean to cross your boundary. i got too excited after seeing your response and immediately went here to send another one which i did not think through.

— 🥠

wait—I don't think I'm following you with this one...
you haven't inappropriately crossed any boundaries of mine, zo I don't think there is a need for you to apologize at all.
did you think I was mad at my last message? was it because I did not indicate any tone indicator—so you thought I was mad or unhappy? if so, then I should be the one apologizing instead. my response was in, no way, meant to be aggressive or toned negatively.
like I said, you are always welcome to drop by here, and feel free to stay here for a while if that's what you're most comfortable as of now. I am surprised at how quick you respond—and I meant to say it as a compliment.
I am grateful for the confession, and I appreciate it genuinely. you have nothing to be sorry about.
again, if my words came out as me sounding annoyed or uncomfortable, I apologize. I will do my best to word my thoughts better in the future (if ever you decide to drop by again). /nm /lh

宝石の国. · 4mo

Dearest Traveler · 4mo

Why, will you miss me if I stop dropping by? /t

I’ll say I missed you
The first ray of the sunlight
Winds whisper your name

you have already stopped dropping by before, and your absence was noticeable. so yes, I'd miss your presence once you suddenly leave with no other trace aside from the poems we've exchanged.

an afterimage
vanished as the wind whispers
"it must've been you."

宝石の国. · 4mo

Dearest Traveler · 4mo

i definitely did not lose a game, haruo, unless you want to start one then i'd be most wholeheartedly willing to put my hands up, and let you win. /t
i am sure many quiet ones admire you, or openly do, but i want to express mine this way also for your comfort. i would believe about other things you'll say but i am afraid that me not being a coward would be an exception. the fact that i stayed anonymous says more about my courage, and worry not, i am not into force connection. if i think i won't be able to stand on my words, i won't proceed. aside from that, i'll never do any harm, especially to you. but yeah, i will always wait for your updates and random chaotic posts (yet you still somehow look calm? it must be your charm at this point). i'm pretty shy to interact with you, and now i'll remember the fact that i sent my confession haha. i initially planned to send again tomorrow however upon seeing your response, maybe it was my sign. thank you for making my day better, haruo.

— 🥠

if we were to start a duel, I'd like for you to try and win than me receiving it like a food served on my platter. if we're going to play a game, make sure to give it your all—I'm not fond of half-hearted opponents. /lh
I will no longer force my opinion and my perception of your actions—as it is contradictory to what you think about yourself. if that is how you think of yourself, then there is nothing I can do about it.
I am not into forced connection as well, so I am glad that we can both agree on this one.
I don't think I'll intentionally let myself into harm's way, so there is no need for you to worry about that. I wouldn't have entertained you if you're that dangerous and harmful.
again, I do not consider anything I do as a part of my "charm", (no promises either) but I'll continue doing what I do on a daily basis.
I am glad that my response have made your day, and I wasn't expecting an immediate response from you as well. still, thank you for dropping by. you're always welcome to share your thoughts here for the meantime, or if you ever have anything else you wish to state.