And I belong to you. Only you, Nona. (Real)

Oh, if only I could. I’ve been rotting in hell all along.

Padahal lu bisa milih buat block gue, tapi lu malah nyampah di sini. Semangat dah.

Tapi ganteng, kan? Buktinya lu sampai naksir. I’ll never be yours, get that through your head. So drop that pathetic ‘Noah is mine’ fantasy already. Go on, keep being rotten, keep spitting your hate. Everyone can see you’re the only one causing problems here. And just so we’re clear, I’m not breaking because of you. You don’t have that power. Honestly, you just look fucking embarrassing.

Kalaupun dibohongin juga gue, terus masalah lu apa di sini. Lu suka gue apa Eleena nih? Coba ngomong yang jelas.

I believe that’s exactly how important bonding is in building our feelings. Even though I’m someone who’s easy to talk to, if it never reaches my heart, you’ll never truly have me. But you already had it the very first second I started opening up to you. I’m so eager for all the conspiracies we’ll unravel in the middle of the night, your soft little acts of neediness that somehow fit me so perfectly and feel so sweet, and those unfiltered conversations you always manage to steal from me in between my chaotic life. I’ve already given you permission to have it all, Eleena. With my whole heart.

So are you, Baby. I’ve always loved the way you pull me into your world in a way no one else ever could; you’re dangerously addictive like that. You reach me in the places I’ve always kept hidden, behind excuses (trauma.. for instance). And somehow, you still manage to make me believe again. Eyeena is the best person I’ve met this year. thumbs up

I don’t know what made you say that, but I’m definitely not him.

Don’t worry, I know exactly what I’m doing right now and I’m fully aware of what I’m going to achieve in the future. This isn’t a promise to you; it’s a promise to myself. Besides, she’s with the right person now. At the very least, I’m making my way to that same place. Thanks, man.

First of all, I neither need nor welcome your sympathy, especially when you only dare to deliver it anonymously like this. I’m fully capable of making my own decisions and that’s not arrogance, that’s certainty. If she ever had the chance to pull anything, I would be the first to know. I don’t concern myself with anyone’s past, though. If she treats me right, she’ll get the same energy in return. Simple as that. Let’s be clear: I understand my own limits—and Eleena’s—far better than you ever could. So keep the pity to yourself; it was never necessary. But sure, thanks for the repeated reminders.