oh how i wish i could remember all the best memories of my life.. all the math formulas i “memorised”… but i seem to forget easily, and im easily distracted too ☹️
its prolly because i consume short-form content from time to time, and the fact that social media has derived me from my attention-span so that i have a lesser want to watch long stuff now. ill probably work on it.. later!

my life is all of the things combined: the past, the future, and the present, but not necessarily equally :3 the past encompasses most of what i am today, with the present doodled here and there, and the future is not exactly what i think about most of the time.. its very scary and blurry tee bee age..(tbh)

i cant really control what i like to remember. its weird but i cant will myself to remember a certain thing because either my brain just refuses to or it comes up with slightly unrelated stuff :// i usually have to think a bit about it to remember most of a memory! its like.. i cant bring to mind the words i want for a convo, its just at the tip of my tongue yet i cant spell it out. im sure some of us relate to this as well? or when i try and think of something to say and my birthday party that happened two years ago pops up, and it feels like it only happened a few months ago. my memory tends to have jumps between time lapses like dat, its confusing asl UGHFHDG