just… things that have been bothering my mind lately—don't worry, thanks for asking though. milk? that's a nice suggestion. i might try drinking warm milk if i find myself unable to sleep again. we've talked quite a lot here, haven't we? unfortunately, i still don't have the courage to approach you in person—we've never really spoken before. please let me know if the way i'm doing this makes you feel uneasy, yasa.