The first sob feels like havoc, loud like a gunshot. Taehyung reaches for his pillow and covers his face with it, desperate to drown the pain of it all down.

It’s not fair, he thinks. It’s not fair. I didn’t deserve this. I didn’t—I didn’t—

How much more do I have to take? hi i’m back and im sobbing now bc he really doesn’t deserve this shit wtf my poor baby he needs to be hugged and taken care of immediately:((