it's a bit complicated because they both just. fell into a routine that involves one another dan perasaan itu tumbuh dengan sendirinya

however, i have to admit ucan is the one who processes it better. soki is still in denial even after alllll that 🥲 i think his denialism shows dari sahi sampe harus ngomong "perhatiin sungchan pasti beda kalo sama lo" for soki in the present, padahal soki in the past udah pernah mengakui kalo ucan emang "beda" kalo lagi sama dia (seeing soki like he meant the world to ucan, bikin soki's brain short circuited dan ngga bisa mikir..) mengakuinya pun waktu UNDER INFLUENCE so yeah it's hopeless unless he steps up (or something triggered him to be bare and honest about himself)