Diskala, this is going to be a long-ass confession, but I don't want to keep these feelings to myself anymore. Maybe I'll never actually come to you because I don't have the courage, so I decided to say it here instead. I like you, Diskala. I liked you long before today. I fell for you through your tweets about Oheb, through the way you referred to yourself as Dede whenever you talked about Toyy or Oheb. I like you, but I was never brave enough to show up. There was one time when you told me, "manusia tidak dimiliki," and maybe you were never meant to be mine.

Diskala, I hope you're always surrounded by people who love you. I hope, somehow, you'll always be able to feel my love.