i’m also not really feeling like shipping these days. ik i shouldn’t be influenced by fans but i think the way other member’s fans act about sangwon has really soured me to most of his ships. also we’re in a content drought so it’s difficult to fuel my shipping fantasies with a couple forced fansign answers that give that one nomin tweet that goes something like they’re asking jeno at fansigns would you rather let jaemin hit or see your family burn in a fire 😭

i hope things get better once we get more content but i’m so worried for sangwon’s health this comeback. he has low stamina and hasn’t had the time to build it up since they went immediately from debut promotions to comeback preparations. it was so clear how exhausted he’s been even before the latest fansign when i saw how heavily he was breathing after their performance at that college. my biggest wish is just for him to stay healthy and happy.