tr describing switch as the worst time of his life multiple times and saying how depressed he was and now he even got sleep paralysis during that but when their team lost he was literally like "🥴😽😝" 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 at least he got to spend more time with hb i guess
thinking about that time the thing that always strikes me most is just how much he must have trusted hanbin to have done any of that at all. like he knew it was absolutely a huge risk, they had no time to get it together, all they really had was hope and faith in each other. and y’know even though they lost they DID get it together. that choreo was so drilled into taerae he was still doing it months after debut.
anyway as hard as it was i think regardless of the results it was probably somewhat of a relief for it to be over 😭 also by that point they were probably deliriously tired too and i think everyone was trying really hard to push through it but like…yknow how taerae said hanbin was the only one who didn’t struggle and then hanbin cried after they finished and later said he was struggling a lot but his sole focus was on wanting to help taerae…lol…anyway…switch
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