LMAOOOO trust me i tell myself this all the time but its more like. Idk I don't unrealistically want my first time to be a Movie Moment but it's been so long now that I don't wanna do it with just anyone ykwim?? I don't think I can trust a stranger to actually get me off 😭 or for me to feel comfortable enough with a stranger to be like hey I didn't like that, do something else etc