That makes a lot of sense, and I have felt the same way in the past. Putting yourself out there can be very scary, especially in a community you care about. You’re not wrong or weak for feeling this way. You don’t have to rush or be “just like everyone else”, being here at your own pace is enough. And for what it’s worth, most people are way kinder and more welcoming than our fears tell us. You deserve to be here, exactly as you are.