I am very sorry for using the ask all feature again so soon . But there is something important I wish to talk about that has required a lot of courage and energy and I have finally found the confidence to bring this up .

@Vulpine or Nari has previously engaged in the discussion of inappropriate and possibly predatory topics and behaviours with a minor . He is 19 years old , maybe even 20 by now , but at the time of these conversations , I was 16 and frankly in a horrible place . Everything I will be showing is as is and none of it is taken out of context , every response from me is because I felt like I had to engage to avoid conflict , my interest shown is fabricated and out of anxiety or fear .

All of these albums were made with accessibility in mind . You can copy the link to a specific image and post it into your browser to view the context provided .

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This is the first album , where Nari is seen discussing one of our most common ( and one of the less uncomfortable but no less alarming ) topics . He shows off , explains and romanticises the idea of vaping , doing drugs , and consuming alcohol .

This topic in particular is one that I am , despite the lesser discomfort , very sensitive to . I am susceptible to trying out new things whether they are harmful or not , fearing I may miss out if I don ' t . I am afraid of not being able to try out everything I want to in my lifetime , and the way that Nari talked about these things only made me want to do it more . It seemed cool to me , the colours and the functionality of the vapes and the idea of getting high .

He did not consider the fact that discussing these things with a minor , impressionable as we unfortunately are , is dangerous and harmful . This fear of missing out became so bad that I had an anxious breakdown and spent an hour looking up how to obtain weed - related products because I was scared that I was doing something wrong by avoiding these behaviours . I could not sleep that night , and as I wasn ' t in therapy yet at the time , I couldn ' t tell anyone any of this and it was bottled up .

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This second album is about him discussing his pregnancy and / or periods . This may seem like nothing at first , but I have previously mentioned that I have an extreme fear of pregnancy and carriage , childcare , menstruation and more related to those topics . I do not like hearing / reading and having to talk about it and Nari knew this because it was mentioned to him in his inbox .

He also mentioned that he no longer wanted his child to be a topic on the internet yet continued to talk about his stress regarding parenting to a child . I did respond on one or two occasions trying to help him but doing so was very stressful for me and he made me feel pressured into giving him advice that I didn ' t have .

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This final album is the most important and arguably the most predatory behaviour that Nari has shown . He is seen talking about using sex toys such as vibrators and dildos as well as a genuine conversation he had with a parent about condoms that he thought were bought for him and his partner . I was the most disturbed and uncomfortable reading these messages , I felt forced to reply despite how gross I felt for engaging in this topic . It is alarming to see him talking about previous sexual encounters and the emphasis on him no longer being a virgin to a minor and I felt so bad keeping quiet about this for so long .

Around February ( or so I believe ) I had cut Nari off entirely after he repeatedly messaged me while I was on DNI or IWVEC just to talk about something insignificant or non - emergent . But I realise the real reason was how uncomfortable I had been with him all along . I want everyone to see what he has done to me and to understand what I felt during these two months .

I ' m very sorry if there are words that sound over - used here or if there are any spelling mistakes . Please spread this if you can , it would help out a lot .