soon! maybe by april! my old housemates got me a model when i moved out for exactly this purpose and in typical me fashion i have been overinvested in giving her lore and am now fixated and attached. i have also been hounded by tweets that are like, “streaming for someone is a love language” and “if someone loved you, they’d stream for you” and it’s like. okay. alright. i understand.

but i do want to do it properly, if not seriously. it’d be lovely to have you guys drop by, too, if you’d like. at this rate, this is the only way i’ll be able to steel myself through the rest of amphoreus’ emotional barrage (◞ ‸ ◟ㆀ)

another piece to this is that one of my semi-goals for the year is to do videos again, and to try streaming at least once. i did quite a lot of heavy public speaking in 2025 (i taught two workshops! i spoke at one panel and moderated another! not to mention all the brainstorm meetings and seminars i had to lead for work and school! who am i!) and i want to. you know. build up my endurance a bit more. that, and i’m so hyperaware how young i must sound in all these supremely adult/educated spaces and i just. want to do better.

in an ideal world, i’d be streaming first reactions to the new mitski album, but alas, that is like. next week. now my main target is getting the laurel wreath headpiece for stelle to match the new skin… which would entail being physically dragged through amphoreus pain to get it.