oh hi hi hi hi anonie I’m literally buzzing with happiness thank you for coming to tell me this!!!! I’m so so so happy to hear that you’re enjoying the fic so far!!! it means a lot to me and my silly author heart >///<

It’s also so lovely to hear that the portrayal of his internal conflicts comes across well - I’ve mentioned it a few times but when I write rollercoaster it feels as if I’m in his brain and the struggle becomes trying to describe what the heck is happening in there and how so many of his life decisions/situations could lead him to making the decisions he does, even as confusing and painful and some of them may seem ໒꒰ྀི ˶> ˕ <˶꒱ྀི১
I make a lot of jokes about putting him Through It, but icl at this point the plot is calling the shots because I also am in pain but I’m glad the fluff can soften the blow just a bit<3

And hehe trust me I think I’m the undercover captain of the ‘Let Soobin Live and Be Taken Care Of’ team so I’m just as excited for the fluff to come eventually!! ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა
I have so so soooo many thoughts… so many visions……… ૮ ․ ․ ྀིა

But oh oh ch10!!! I love this question sm hehe I actually have a LOT of moments I’ve been really excited to write!! I was actually so excited to write a certain section already that I could barely even write the fic cause my heart went too crazy every time eek -
But in particular, there’s a certain piece of dialogue that had me in tears the first time it came to me probably well over a year ago? And it’ll finally be coming around and it makes me so giddy to think of finally being able to get it from my brain and into a doc >< but overall the chapter has been really neat to write so far and I’m really excited about it and for people to eventually read it ^^

I think it’d also be really cool to try to show his heat from three different aspects in one fic! I wanted to add even more contrast to the heat in ch5 by showing what a normal heat would look like in ch9, and I think it’s really interesting to think about what a proper mated heat could look like for him so I’m so happy to hear you’re looking forward to something like that as well!!!<3