Aaaaa omg anonie??? Thank you so so much for liking my fic enough to reread it it means so very very much to me whenever I hear that people return to it now and then ;v;<33333

Ch10 though hm,,,, I don’t want to give too many spoilers but I will say that there is a LOT going on emotionally. Like a lot a lot. (Which is kind of why it’s taking so long for me to write because there’s a lot that I want to get right ><) and given everything that’s lead up to it, it’s not all too pretty. But alongside of that, there is lots of comfort that I have very much loved being able to write and I hope that it’ll make you happy to see it, too :)

This fic definitely has a happy ending, though I know it feels a little ways away with how far we’ve come with so much angst >< hopefully when the comfort well and truly kicks in it’ll be well worth the wait 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂☺️ thank you so much for being excited about my fic it makes my heart so happy!! <3

hi hi anonieeee <3 thank you for reading my fic and being excited about it!
But I’m gonna be very real with you when i say that the update is probably not going to be as soon as you’d hope haha

Like I’ve mentioned before, I took a break from writing it for a while and am only just starting to get back into writing ch10 again after more than two months ><

Rollercoaster is just,,, a very uniquely difficult fic to write at times because trying to expand on Soobin’s thought processes and bring you into them with him is challenging asf sometimes. (Not to mention time consuming) Even right now im working through a scene that has me wondering if I’m gonna need to delete a thousand or two words because i’m just not sure if it’s landing well. ;; Ofc, none of this is to say that i dont love writing it because this is a fic that holds an extremely special place in my heart, but i needed a pretty big break to just NOT look at it in order to reorient again and come back a little stronger after everything that ch9 took out of me. Like… That chapter was 37k? Ish? Something crazy long like that at least. There’s SO much im excited for in this ch, but it’s a lot sometimes

Ooooo the food was so yummy omg it was a breakfast sandwich with Belgian waffles (the ones with the pearl sugar crust) as the bread! My first time trying it but I loved it way more than I thought I would hahaha
My go to cafe drink is always a honey lavender latte, but I tried the banana pudding latte at the cafe and ended up loving it like ah,,,, I can see the hype!!! Already hoping to get it again soon >v<

Editing was so good though!! It’s kinda definitely making the wc go up but at this point I cannot be surprised by myself in that aspect ;v;
But I’m really really excited about the bmjn fic in general and having so much fun even just editing it, so I hope that it’ll be a lot of fun to read whenever it gets posted! <3