❤️ · 2mo
about the ghost of you and why i think about BYE, its the lyrics... i just cant stop thinking about what yushi experienced, its aching me so badly
"Ever get the feeling that you're never all alone?
And I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home, never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home, never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me"
oh my god! those lyrics 🥺 yushi lives in that space between absence and aftershock. he lost someone who was never fully his, never fully gone, and never fully explainable. that kind of loss doesn’t scream, it lingers. it sits in your breathing, in your memory, in the way silence feels too loud.
the part about “all the things that you never ever told me” is exactly how his trauma formed. grief without clarity, love without permission, and a past that keeps replaying without closure.
the emotional mirror is real and the fact that you felt that connection means the story is doing what it was built to do. thank you for telling me. It genuinely hit like ... so people still actually reading this fr?
