I have many. Both games are phenomenal and I'm sure that I'd have that many more if I were to play them again. In particular, Heaven Will Be Mine's use of the mecha genre to explore the relationships between body and self, self and society, body and other, self and self, etc. is some of the best I've ever seen. I often feel like mecha series come up to that acknowledgement but disappointingly shirk away from it or leave it as unexplored subtext. HWBM not only goes there but draws the whole map of how anyone else who wants to go there in the future should go about it.

As someone also unsure about the future both personally and globally, all we can really do is try to set ourselves up as best we can and take care of ourselves and the people around us. We can't control what happens in the future but we can try to set our future selves up as best we can. Getting degrees and credentials is one way of going about it. It's hard but I hope your future self will appreciate the work you're doing now.