You can pretend to move on, but you will think about this. Just know people out there want to hurt you and will do anything to hurt you. Consider how you act towards others, because some would not hesitate to rape and kill you, and you would deserve it. Grow the fuck up kid, grow out of this edgy phase, or end your life because it would be better that way. You offer no value to the world now. Change, and you might deserve to live haha