hello everyone. i know that this page has not been up for this purpose for very long, but i am choosing to step back from what i had been saying prior. multiple people have reached out to me with their sides on the matter, and after reflecting (and i will be further reflecting after this) on the things i have done as people have been talking to me, i would much rather not continue to spread harm as i have been. it was my intention to provide information, though i see now that that has not helped at all, and has only resulted in this becoming more polarized, and in people seeing both me and angel in a light that admittedly makes me anxious to see.

as someone that has been very close to angel, i will do my best to take what people have been saying to heart. it will not be perfect, and i apologize for that fact, but i will do what i can. to all the people that i have hurt, i give my sincerest apologies. i'm not currently in a state of mind to reach out to anyone directly, but know that i did not mean to cause the harm that i have; that was not what i wanted to bring to the table, but i see that that is in fact what i did.

i'll be removing the rentry from my description, but i will keep my asks open here for the next bit, if anyone has more to say. i will probably close them in the near future for my own sake, so i do not accidentally act irrationally once i have had time to think things over more proper. thank you all for understanding, and for speaking with me civilly, for the most part; your patience has meant more to me than i am able to express.