i actually started writing about my thoughts as soon as i sent that ask. hahaha. ha. haha. (voice of someone who’s insane about &mixx): no yeah i am so normal about &mixx lol. this is a long one i am sorry.

I don’t know if I enjoy thinking about these two because they’re close in age and in my mind that makes the probability of them actually interacting higher, if its because I have a Huge Crush On Kyujin and often find myself projecting on maki bcs I think me & him are similar, or if its for a secret, more sinister third option (both of the other ones + possible size difference getting to my head because these two have a good, what, 20 cm difference from each other? And kyujin has the usual thin body expected from female idols while maki is a very broad very muscular guy). i just know that i wanna see these two be in puppy love with each other but it gets more obsessive with time. maki leaning in to kiss kyujin and her pushing him off with one finger on his forehead but she’s smiling and blushing and clearly bashful about it. kyujin getting a edit of maki where it’s just those clips people thirst over and scrolling away faster than she can think about it only to scroll back up and save it to watch again when she’s alone. maki obsessively watching videos of her dancing because he is so mesmerized (among other things) by how she moves and controls her body. both of them getting weird and jealous wherever the other records a challenge/interacts very friendly with the opposite gender. stolen glances across award show stages. standing next to each other and they have to try very hard not to look or lean into each other. wanting desperately to talk to but they just can’t for whatever reason… when they actually finally kiss it’s awkward bcs neither of them really know wtf they’re doing but by god they’re going at it. and they start getting kinda desperate with it kinda quick because they both really want this (maki picks kyujin up like she weighs nothing bcs leaning down was starting to strain his neck. yeah.)
they would also have that cat and dog dynamic,, although kyujin is a nicer cat than the cats over at &t and she’s also already used to dogs because jiwoo is literally there!!!.. so idk if you see my vision but… kitten kyujin who’s very comfortable playing around and teasing puppy maki, who in turn is just trying soooo so so so hard not to just jump her bones. but kyujin is just so pretty and the way she smiles up at him whenever she sees him or when she’s about to tease him makes maki stop thinking properly and he just wants to hear her make pretty noise and be pretty while he tells her that she’s pretty and he can’t stop thinking about her (authors barely disguised crush on jang kyujin)
i cross-het-shipped too hard im sorry boss.