Anonymous · 9mo
this whole thing again is literally so nicholautism it hurts my heart so much i hate how misunderstood he is and how he feels like he has to change himself but i also relate to it so much as an autistic person https://x.com/endtomark/status/1986452649374277832
AHHHHH like trying to connect to other people/make friends and then finding out they thought you were scary or mean at first is SO devastating. im sure he's been told that a billion times too and its something he really cares about 😭😭😭 and the fact that he tries so hard to come off as naturally approachable/soft by changing his natural facial expressions/voice but still wants to seem cool and gets embarrassed when forced to do aegyo OHHH MY SHAYLAAA 😭😭😭
