why is the time intentional? what are you hiding? i do have something i want to get off my chest. i am listening to baek yerin’s ‘interlude’ right now & am missing someone very much. i fear, in earnest, that i won’t be able to move through this easily for the rest of my life. i hear heels on cobblestone and i want to see my mother. my body is always tuned into certain energies that i don’t know how to dispel. i want to feel at home with myself again. most importantly, i need sleep. i’ll have to post this later.