hi! the short answer is reading spider beetle bee, and then just looking for more jc fics and video compilations after that

getting back into fic and stumbling across that one in particular was entirely by chance tho. in fact, I was convinced I was past that stage in my life, but I kept seeing ppl discuss fanfic on my tl, and then one day i just came across that fic as a rec and decided i would give it a try