haha thank you, Ari. so we both know that i'm bad at favorites but maybe jeongchan or chansung or binsung or jeonglix or hyunin, i'll stop before i just list all of them.

as may be evident from how i tweet and produce smaus, my brain is constantly making up stories, i can't control it. it's every second of every day. it even sometimes becomes part of my mental compulsions for my ocd. so what i love most about the writing process is taking the stories that clutter my head and are constantly slipping through my fingers as i try to hold them in my head and putting them somewhere more solid where i can enjoy them more fully and flesh them out even more. it gives me a sense of peace to take a story out of my head and work it out on paper. so seeing the ideas that rattle around in my head all the time become something more when i write them down is my favorite part and what it brings to my life. often what makes me write a story is when i get tired of trying to hold all the details in my head.

aww thank you for the mail, someone who is on my priv who knows i constantly talk about wanting mail. I am enjoying the smaus! I keep wanting to pause making them bc i worry im spamming people with them but then i just have another idea and i have to make it before i forget. I really like writing dialogue, especially quick witty exchanges, and so the mini smaus let me practice that. I also like trying to capture what all the members would sound like online. Thank you so much! im so glad that anyone finds them funny tbh. i think some of the funniest ones are the ones on my miltonsknife account tbh bc there's something so deeply absurd about talking about those things so openly on twt but those are obviously less general fandom friendly.