Ask me anything!

Anonymous · 12h

May I song rec: test me by chanmina :3

Thanks for the rec! I listened to it my whole train ride and I really enjoyed it! I really liked the vocal tone, the energy, and the melody as well as the instrumental. Definitely going on a playlist. Do you like this artist in general or just this song?

Eli · 2h

Anonymous · 1d

What is your fave sub jsng outfit? Writing a club fic and need inspiration plssss

Honestly, anon, all I can think of rn is that blue cropped shrug and button down with the side cutouts. Hopefully someone can reply to this on twt and give more suggestions.

Eli · 23h

Anonymous · 2d

Sniffing around like a beagle in the kitchen who knows something tasty's being made

lmao thank you, hopefully it'll live up to expectations!

Eli · 2d

keureoh · 2d

hai elii ! u are such a wonderful mutual to have i hope u are happy <3 sending u love and good luck as u write!

Hi! thank you so much! I'm so glad we're moots, it's cool to know someone who is as obsessed with teen wolf as I am!

Eli · 2d

Anonymous · 6d

I figured out which small, cute critter you remind me of: a rabbit!!

I've been called many things. Bear, fox, smeagol/gollum, but never rabbit. that's usually my sister (or at least she was called bunny in our youth). but i'm very flattered

Eli · 6d

Anonymous · 8d

do you have a favourite pairing to write? and also, what motivates you best when writing? :)

I love pretty much any pairing I'm writing. I most often get brain worms for chanlix or chansung but every ship has its pros and cons for me. I do think that I most often gravitate towards Seungyang when I'm writing them even if they're a side couple, I become most interested in them and their dynamic so maybe my answer would be Seungyang. As far as motivation goes, I use writing sprints to get myself to write, but I also motivate myself by really throwing myself into the fic. I don't know if you saw my recent issues with the fic I just posted but I hadn't delved into the character backstories and dynamics and I was really unmotivated as a result. Once I figured out those deeper elements , I was a lot more motivated to finish. I'm also just very motivated by the dopamine of posting a fic. I edit as I go so I almost always post within an hour of finishing a fic.

Eli · 8d

Anonymous · 8d

Reported for violence against children

Reported on what? Alterspring? Ao3? Twitter? Earth? Also what violence? You seem to be confused anon. That or you're a bot.

Eli · 8d

Anonymous · 10d

What are you working on rn? :o

Right this second I'm working on work stuff :( but fic wise I'll be working on a 3racha fic and my rarepair fest fic. I also may be working on some chanlix angst or a chanlix youtuber AU if I listen to the irresponsible voices in my head.

Eli · 10d

Anonymous · 18d

We never talked before, but Hiii!
Hope this not bothers u, I don't write AT ALL, but from time to time I got this brainworms and I'll like to share them with someone, maybe u'll find it interesting or inspiring enough to write something idk. So, I'll leave this one here:

A random guy from university with whom he had one night stand ends up stealing all the money Jisung(21) had saved to leave the city. When he finds the guy's address, goes to confront him, but instead finds his father, Minho, who tells him that his son no longer lives there. After explaining the situation, the older man takes the opportunity and offers the hot younger man money in exchange for sex/company, which Jisung quickly accepts not only because he needs the money but because he finds Minho atractive and somehow a little bit dangerous and he likes that. The thing is, Minho isn't the boy's father, he's not even a father at all. He's a man nearing 40 who's been obsessed with Jisung for months. Believing the younger boy wouldn't pay him any attention because of his age, he orchestrated everything so Jisung would end up going to his house to kidnap him. What he didn't expect was that Jisung would agree to sleep with him more than once and even share some kinks... Well, In the end, Jisung discovers the level of obsession Minho has and feels overwhelmed, but he chooses to stay by his side because he's already in love. Or something like that, haha.

Well, that's all. I can't wait to read your bff's dad fic, as u may have noticed, age gap is one of my favorites tropes, so I'm sure I'm gonna love that one!!!
Have a great day, Eli.

holy shit, anon. this was a journey from start to finish. I literally had my hand over my mouth in shock from about halfway through until the end. This is such a good idea, thank you so much for sharing, and never worry about bothering me. I love getting stuff in my inbox, especially brainworms like these. I will always be happy to hear your brainworms in my alterspring or my dms if you want to share them. I honestly have so many wips but this idea is just so good. Are you sure you don't mind if I were to write it? It wouldn't be for a while but I'm sorely tempted to write it, I really enjoyed reading it.

Have a great day, anon! Thank you so much for sharing and feel free to share any more brainworms you have!

Eli · 18d

Anonymous · 18d

one of the things i like most about your writing is how you deal with darker (?) themes.
I really don’t get why people always get so pressed over writers like you, like let people do their thing…”if you read/write about these things this means you’re okay with it”💀💀 people should start to REALLY understand the difference between fiction and reality, without judging someone else’s work (without even knowing who the writer is and what they have gone through) anyway! Keep up the amazing work and don’t let haters get to you!! <333

That's so sweet of you, thank you! Thankfully I haven't personally been getting any hate really except for a couple people replying in a sort of inappropriate way to my incest victim blaming tweet and being like "we can get you help so you don't have to be disgusting anymore" like, dude, time and place. Maybe it's bc of what I've gone through trauma wise and having to deal with really disgusting sexual intrusive thoughts bc of ocd but the difference between fiction and reality has always been so clear to me that it honestly surprised me that people didn't understand it. I have been keeping my head down a little just so I don't have to deal with a witch hunt but I'll keep writing dark fics and posting promo tweets for them, dw. Thank you so much for your sweet message.