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Hi…😖 god I feel like such a stalker why am I always in here…but essentially I was reading ur illit fic (so fire btw even tho I don’t know anything about them) and I also read the commentary you wrote for it which was superrrr insightful and just awesome to read tbh and i might be the someone out there who would love love love to know the process behind stillborn (or any of ur bnd fics tbh they’re all incredible) but like…no pressure or anything i swear…
best friend i feel the need to remind you that if you’re stalking me then i’m stalking you even harder with constantly checking my email for your updates like the most obsessed person alive (which in a sense. i am). if you had an alterspring Bet id be in there just saying shit all the time like Heyyyy… me again.. LMFAO
i’m really glad u like the commentary!!!! i’m actually already in the process of writing the stillborn one, i just have been so busy or unmotivated otherwise 😖 it’s also a little tedious work writing the html for it by hand bc i don’t think there’s an easier way to do it !? even w rich text u gotta to the <em></em> shit and all that….. but it’s so fun to talk…….. hopefully by like the next month i’ll have A commentary out. not sure for which one. but A. yus. always love having u in my inbox it’s always such a joy to see wat u have to say :]
Of course! I’m a bit obsessed with your fics in all honesty…something about them just hits idek how to describe it. You understand the human experience and relationship dynamics so freaking well…like wow. But thank you so much, that’s super sweet! It means a lot to me that you enjoy it haha. I also am so grateful for your comments they are so very kind and insightful and I loveee them I fr reread them constantly when I’m unmotivated haha so thank you, seriously! I honestly might have to do the same, I know nct and riize well enough (and I loved your fics for them so much, particularly the sohee/eunseok one…so fire…) but I might have to get into illit and kiiikiii too just so I can understand those ones too 🙏🙏
Hi…me again…as in the wt person…just wanted to mention that I love love love ur myungnyangz fics soooo much like…I’m always looking for fics about the two of them that actually represent their personalities and dynamics so accurately and yours are just so much fun genuinely! Especially blurred lines, I adoreeee touch-starved characters in general and the way you wrote that dynamic between the two of them was just so freaking good I loved it. If you ever wanted to write more for them I’d 100% be so excited to read it! Ur just so good dude like your prose is genuinely so poetic 🙏🙏
GAH I DIDNT SEE THIS UNTIL NOW!!!!! thank you So Much for reading my silly little fics it means so much to me. and speaking of fics……yours is really doing well!! i read each chapter the hour it comes out and i also read each comment u get LOL im so invested in ur story. i gotta get into ur other fandoms too so i can read ur stuff with the full contextual experience….. Gah….. my twin…… ❤️
Okayyy…I ended up posting the first chapter because I got too excited haha. It’s called the air between us dying if you want to read it! If not that’s fine as well omg don’t worry about it no pressure at all! You also don’t have to tell me your thoughts or anything like that on it if you don’t want to <3 It’s awesome that you feel the same way about the album though I honestly think it’s so cool that there’s at least one other person who listens to it and thinks of wt now haha. I’m so glad that it inspired you somewhat! Definitely parasitic haha but parasites aren’t all bad lol…at least in this case lmaoo. I hope I haven’t been bothering you tooooo much!
Eek I’m glad you’re looking forward to it but it might take a while…I’m having so much fun I’ve already written around ~5k words but I have soooo much more stuff I want to touch on so it could end up taking so much longer for me to finish….but it means a lot to me that you want to read it so I’ll do my best to get it out for u 😖🙏 so much degeneracy to write about….so much hatred so much obsession so much possessiveness…if u at all want to know what inspired me for the fic I was quite heavily inspired by the album twin fantasy by car seat headrest…very popular and very well known of course but it’s great and the last song especially was a huge inspiration for the dynamic between wt in my fic. Ty for all ur motivation dude I couldn’t have done this without u love u too hehehe
i finally got around to listening to the album and wow it really is just a song by song guide to understanding wt, esp the last song like you said (“those two lovers / those two brothers / and their smooth cocked adventures” “and if it is just a fantasy / then anything can happen from here”). it really is just them. i’m sitting at the car dealership getting some work done on my car and im surrounded by people and a dog and all i want to do is go back to my laptop and get down all these new thoughts and inspos for wt!!!!!! we have something parasitic wherein we just keep urging each other on in our own fics and also the inability to end a conversation fully LMFAO. always feel free to be in my alterspring inbox, or feel free to keep me on my toes and make me wait for it! i’d be obliged either way :)
I completely agree! So much wt fic is just rlly self-indulgent which is fine obviously like I’m not about to criticise anyone for that my fic is self-indulgent as hell too but like it’s also super cool to see fic that was obviously enjoyable to write and also is so accurate to the people it’s portraying and also so just…blissfully sick and twisted bro…beautiful fr. I read the poem and it was awesome, I can see how it inspired you especially the line that was like “but here I blur / into you our breathing sinking” because I kept reading sinking as syncing but like that was probably the point and like…the codependency…the almost becoming one person…it just reminds me a lot of things the two of them have said and/or hinted towards in terms of wanting to be like the other, and then you also have the age gap which wouldn’t even be that glaring if the group didn’t baby wh so much and it’s like ts’s just crazy for him but he can only express it by being controlling and mean and possessive and like fuck…idek what I’m saying at this point but ty for inspiring me dude I’m having the time of my life…I’ll be sure to keep u updated <33
YUPPPP u get it U Get It. sighs happily sighs dreamily sighs perversely. there are so many posts like “wow wt look like brothers/the same person here” and it kills me because they really do!!! they become the same person in this pseudo incestuous way and i think it only stirs them on to hear these things (it stirs me on too). i’m so glad you enjoyed the poem because that exact line was almost the title for the fic!!!!!!!!!!! life is so crazy and circular.
the good thing about wt is even though i do prefer tw…. in the end it doesn’t matter because as long as ts feels in control and wh feels like hes pleasing his hyung it all works out. doesn’t matter whose dick is in whose hole because it isn’t about that it’s about the Dynamics. the Power. the Age Difference. gah. u get it. i love u im not sorry.
i will keep my eyes peeled for ur fic 👀 hopefully soon it’ll come out bc im impatient but i will wait. just like woonhak. I Will Wait And Everything Is Fine. YAYYYY
Okay I’m back…all ur wt fics were fire of course…I don’t even have the words like wow. Wowowow. I’m sick and twisted and it’s all ur fault. Ur fr crazy I needddd to look into ur mind. U have to finish stillborn bro…u inspired me I just wrote 2k words and I don’t plan on stopping so u better get to work! (All seriousness tho don’t feel pressured I just really really enjoy ur wt fics haha they’re rlly good! Ur a great writer fr and u just get them so well like damn.)
gyehehehehe im glad u enjoyed my wt fics it always heals me to find and entertain another messed up wt enjoyer!!
i can’t wait to read ur thang man bc i sometimes get a little high and mighty about wt bc its like. u people don’t get them (they actually might but ill never know because i refuse to read anything that doesn’t come with the context of wt in a way i like and endorse….if dat makes sense). but u U seem to have it down so when u post it’ll be a gift.
i added one (1) sentence to my stillborn 2 draft LMFAO so things are moving real slow over here but Trustttt i am motivated. if u want a little sneak peak read the poem “pre-amphibian” by margaret atwood. one of the bigger inspos behind the fic. keep me updated on ur thoughts and fic i genuinely am interested nd want to hear!
Holy shit…stillborn…u truly understand woontaes like nobody else I’m actually speechless. Like freak…yearner hak, freaky bloodsucker hak…slightly mean dongmin but like he cares just as much…dude ur mind. I think I’m gonna have to read all ur woontaes fics now because bro what the hell!! I didn’t know anyone could be as crazy about these two as I am but fuckk ur actually so so so good I’m speechless. If I ever finish my woontaes relationship study/dongmin character study it’s gonna be thanks to u 🫶🫶
your kiiikiii hill fic is really good so far, it’s kept me on the edge of my seat. i don’t play silent hill but i think it’s just such a good combination. also paired with the playlist… chefs kiss mate. seriously you’re feeding us ao3 tiiikiiis , and i hope to see another chapter soon! :3
myungnyangz is one of my favorite ships but i stopped caring like a little more than a year ago and i periodically check the tag to see if its gotten better… and it has not except for Your fics!!! glad someone believes in psh top mjh bottom + in general understands them at all #noshade #peacelove
YAYYYY this warms my heart and encourages me to continue pushing my very specific and nuanced myungnyangz agenda. i think people get caught in Leader Myungjae and Pretty Vocalist Sungho that they forget they are the ultimate F vs T. Baby vs Mama (respectively). Gay dog vs OCD cat. idk i could categorize them even more bc they are so easy to categorize but then again they are real people with dimension and shape…….which is another thing i feel is forgotten. im so so so so so glad u like my fics and appreciate them! feel free to pop in my dms or anon ask ur own nyangmyung thoughts im very interested to hear them!! #loveu
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