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anonymous benefactor · 1d
so ive basically read every bnb fic youve posted now (besides the sansan one that ive only read half bc no matter what im picturing the real baby and reading the end would destroy me too much) and i wanted to say that you’re truly my favorite fic writer ever! you manage to make me laugh and cry so much and your writing style is impeccable! while im generally picky with what i read (whether it’s fics or published), you’re one of the few authors where i don’t even need to pay attention to the blurb bc i know it will be a masterpiece no matter what! i really hope that this passion stays with you for a long long time and if grateful you’re sharing it with us 💕
hello! ah, thank you so much! honestly, i've had a terrible week at work, haha, and this cheered me right up. i'm always taken aback when i get messages from readers saying they love my work, because i fight for so long in my docs that i always kind of feel exhausted by my work at the end. but these messages are such lovely motivation for me to keep going. so thank you! 🩷 this means a lot!
anonymous benefactor · 4d
i think it’s interesting that, in their respective group, you have vernon and zhang hao as your bias because i don’t see any similarities whatsoever in them
bias psychology is an interesting topic for me! while i definitely think they have a few standout similarities, i also acknowledge the fact that vernon is not usually the "type" i go for when it comes to biases.
i actually had an extremely funny self-denial phase with seventeen because i don't go for rappers. i pretty much exclusively bias vocalists. unfortunately, of course, vernon did start singing and i metaphorically (and literally) threw up my hands. i've also rummaged around my head for justification on why i was so attached to him to begin with, and came to the conclusion a long time ago that he's... a best friend type? as in, i would kick it with him on weekends. this is not usually who i choose; i typically bias someone where i have no investment in keeping our fan/idol anything beyond "i am a fan and i like them on stage, far far away from me." not that i believe that vernon and i will go hang out later, i don't have that kind of parasocialism in me. but that's more of the vibe there, you know? like that's bro.
i've been floating the theory that people choose their bias either because they see themselves in that person, or it comes from a place of admiration/something they desire. and that distinction (a lot of the time) informs the way in which they express themselves as a fan (important to note that there are degrees of intensity to this). i don't know! either way, i didn't choose vernon as much as he chased after me with a bat with nails in it. i put up a good fight but i've accepted it and i'm pretty happy chilling here, haha. 🩷
tl;dr: i don't really have an answer for this myself. for all intents and purposes, vernon is sort of an outlier for me. i can't believe he gave anora 5 stars, jesus christ.
anonymous benefactor · 5d
field notes from a futile wanderer. just reread it and me trying to explain my feelings here wouldn’t do it justice, but holy fuck it’s one of the best pieces of fanned fiction I’ve read. I’m sure I sent a similar message when I first read it, but I had to come back. thank you again. beautiful beautiful beautiful writing and world building. just the best
oh hello... i read this and i was like, OWUWHGHH oWwww WUW Ouuughhh and because that's generally not a socially-acceptable or even descriptive response to this, i will try my best to articulate myself in a better, more human way. i always default to, "thank you, that's very kind", and even though i genuinely mean it, i think that doesn't always come across either? i don't know. thank you! this is a very sweet message and very much appreciated. 🩷
you cannot attach images to these things, but i will add the "awugh... bwoof" wolf after this tweet because i feel as though that perfectly encompasses my feelings, haha.
anonymous benefactor · 9d
ganbatte may-san… what’s something that keeps you motivated throughout your droughts of motivation???
anonymous benefactor · 9d
ganbare with your wip ✊ and now completely off topic, do you have a public letterboxd or anywhere you've recommended movies? I've watched quite a few of your recommendations here and there and I think we have similar taste so I'd love to get more from you haha!
thank you so much! 😭🩷 i do have an account, but i keep it separate. sorry! but you're always welcome to send me an ask or @ me on twitter if you want any recommendations. or just want to chat about movies. i really want to see la bola negra (and i'm hoping it's as good as people say it is!)
anonymous benefactor · 28d
hello idk if u were joking or not but i would genuinely love a 12 page analysis on zhang hao’s perfumes 😭🙏
haha, i was joking, but i wasn't expecting the amount of responses i got! if i have some time, i might write a little bit about the fragrances he likes and why i think he likes them. 🩷
personally, i wish they (bnb) weren't so into creed (because i think they're overpriced for their mediocre performance, but i'm also a person who likes a few parfums de marly scents so like... i guess i'm a hypocrite here lmfao. i have some self-awareness, though, so i'll ride for delina while hating on aventus and i will do it proudly and stupidly!!). otherwise, i noticed hao (like hanbin) has bleu de chanel, which i own as a sample and my thoughts on this have always been: if a man wore this, i would think he's a bit of an asshole. if a woman wore this, i would chase her down the street. lol
anonymous benefactor · 1mo
omg sorry that sent without being completed. you don't have to reply this. im just mostly curious and can't hide my curiosity. i realized i was blocked by you. and i really love your works and stuff. it's just me curious about why i was blocked. i mean ofcourse anyone can curate their TL however they like and i might have just been annoying. just wanted to know if there was anything super specific about why i was blocked. Do you have like a dnf/DNI that you absolutely block over or
Idk maybe this is annoying you rn. Sorry if that's the case. I was just curious. You don't have to reply if it annoyed you
hi! i think i've answered this before. i don't know if i'm considered to be liberal when it comes to blocking users, but i generally only do it if i see a really bad take/if someone is very mean, if someone is a minor, or if someone is spreading stalker content/leaking info. sometimes i just block if someone consistently posts nsfw content about a ship i don't party rock with, as this is not something i'm interested in. this is because i've been in enough fandoms by now to know that this is the best way of curating my own experience, and continuously getting angry about posts showing up is ultimately bad for your mental health, haha.
obviously, you are anonymous, so i couldn't tell you why i have you blocked. i'm not sure how to proceed further.
anonymous benefactor · 1mo
any spoilers on what you’re working on right now :3c?
anonymous benefactor · 2mo
"resuscitation, by way of falling" made me cry. What a gentle portrayal of love and loss.
anonymous benefactor · 2mo
sorry i was quite shocked that you’re canadian. never picked up on that. that’s very cool also big fan of your writing
a fellow canadian