HALOOOOOO HUHU as always THEE full of love message that I keep going back on forth to read but not yet mastered the courage enough to reply (quickly)..... (sdg merasa worthless dihantam kehidufunk) maaf baru bisa bales yaa, Semanggi nim... a lotta things happened unexpectedly and I AM happen to be a painfully depthfully embarrasingly that kinda #sadwithdepthgal in the ass T___T tidak seperti si Adek kang kepedean selama ada Mas di belakangny (jd gayut parkirny) ehe...

THEEE thing is aku pengen banget upload, pengen banget kasih tau isi kepalaku soalnya di sana mereka dah tamat WKEKEKKWK. gatau yaaa I have to be so immersed with their character tiap mau upload so it will align well with the story... sedangkan akhir2 ini aku malah dihantam realitaku sendiri jadinya agak keteter hu hu... awas ya lu 02 voter ya (eh..) SORRY MULAI NGGAK NYAMBUNG. INTinya.... kita tunggu saja gimana eksekusi karakter mereka seiring berjalannya waktu.... little did we know everyone got their own heartbreak arc.... whether sooner or later kan yha....

SUMPAAAH GAPAPA BGT, THANK YOU FOR WANTING AND BEING MY FRIEND YAAAAAA?? 🍀😋 mau thank you for being here, for reading my little stories, for sharing your thoughts with me, and for somehow making this tiny kotak pos feel like a place where we can both leave a little piece of ourselves. <3

T_tTT you're right, I don't want to lose myself just because I'm trying so hard to become someone who fits the room. I'll try to remember that it's okay to take my time, too... mewek ajalah.. idk... it gets to a point of doing it while being scared to death ya kan ya.. huft... thank you for the kind words, selalu bisa bgt kamu tuh ya mengundang cucuran air WKWKWK... sejauh ini selama aku menjalani prosesnya masih sering banget mengulang-ulang mantra like its just this and that and not the end of the world... by that I wont be that scared along the way... like telling myself if I'm doing this right then it'll be a good thing, and if I'm doing it wrong--I can obviously learn something from it... karena sejatinya itu inti dari proses itu sendiri... being true and not betraying myself despite anything... kan ya... znseiwbbei gatau.. wkwk #MAAF #YAPPING

thank you for rooting for me, Semanggi-nim🍀🍀🍀. I'll try my best to take care of myself while figuring things out, and I hope you'll do the same for yourself, ya? PLEASE know that you don't have to have the perfect words to make someone feel cared for. czzz sometimes knowing that someone took the time to think about you is already enough, and you've done that for me more than onceee... :—) I'M super grateful having you here...😘💖

WELL okay since I'm replying this on Monday morning... I wish you can start the week by being grateful and happy, juga semoga iced americano selalu bisa jadi bentuk booster kecil di tengah riuh dunia iniiii, jugaa lagi hari-harimu ku doakan semoga tidak sepahit iced americano kegemaranmu ntuh WKWKKWKW🍀🍀💖💖💖
last but not least, let it be known that I'm always here n I'm rooting for you, always!!!