hello, beautiful soul. ah... I know that kind of feeling :( I believe a part of you feels sad because it's been years since you guys haven't been in contact. I assume you two ended the relationship on good terms? so maybe there's nostalgia you feel when he comes back. it's alright for you to wonder about this because the universe often reminds us of what we've lost. but does the resurfacing of the past in the present time mean we have to embrace it tightly until we're trapped back in the past? I don't think so. maybe his comeback in a short time is a reminder for you, reminding you why something ended, reminding you that you've fought this far after going through many things in the past. or maybe his comeback reminds you that you don't deserve any disrespect (since you said that he reached you out of nowhere but left you suddenly). of course, looking back at and embracing the past is normal, but that doesn't mean you let yourself get trapped again until it prevents you from walking freely in the present. I believe you deserve a certain love, one that doesn't leave suddenly and that doesn't leave you wondering. maybe the questions in your head can't be answered precisely for now, but let's continue your journey with an open heart! live with those questions, and one day, you'll find the answers within yourself. I hope tonight and tomorrow your heart and mind will be at peace. thank you for sharing it with me 🥺💓