STOPPPP I THINK ABOUT IT CONSTANTLY. I'VE BEEN SORTA-KINDA IN MY DOCS ABOUT IT AT THIS POINT LIKE. ughhh. all the things that could have beeeeeeeennnnn...

ok tbh #MyOpinion is matthew brought it up non-seriously and/or to the group in general. it sounds like a very matt thing to do. like haha-im-joking-so-don't-reject-me but also like expecting them to say no anyway so. this is me assuming things and making up narratives obviously. oh and (to me at least) the punta cana thing was not included in that either way cuz that Was definitely a gift from him to his family. BUT ALL THE OTHER THINGS LIKE... the thought of taerae being in his family home... getting shown all these little aspects of matthew's childhood and what his life was like back in canada... being away from prying eyes. idk it's so, like, intimate almost? ughhh.

either way for taerae to bring it up on his pluschat unprompted too like... he was going throuuuuuuugh it lmfao. he was seriously going crazy a little and this was just the cherry on top. when he Yearns so much he starts to make it other ppls problem (i love it) :D