im like seriously so into until dawn,,, i unfortunately never played it but i watched so many youtubers and streamers play it,,, and have watched a ton of those long ass youtube commentary and insight videos into it,,, i was like so so into it ahhaah,,, and when i first had that vision of jsng in the snow covered in blood like of course my brain went straight to until dawn mountain cabin vibes ahahh just minus all the mystical elements xD

and ive seen some clips and watched some parts of youtubers play the others,,, but i never really got into them the same way, the only other one i did watch most of was the second game, the quarry i think,,, the one with the werewolves!!!! i did like some of that,,, but the other ones all i know is that ashely tisdale is in one of them and theres one on a ship xD ahahah were u into them or play any??? do u have a fav one?? :)))

hii!! making friends online can be hard sometimes so dont be too harsh on yourself!!

i can be quite extroverted sometimes which helps when i just yap a lot, but i also struggle sometimes with conversation, and you can't always force it either,, sometimes it is simply just as it is and thats also okay!! i think what can help at the start is definitely shared interests or talking about smthg u or that person is passionate about!! so maybe if its an author u can talk about their fics or ideas and brainworms or smthg both of u have read or watched,,, if u have any shared interests its much easier cause u both have a lot more to say,,, or maybe just getting to know each other once you've grown closer or learning about their interests!! some of my friends let me yell about esports to them even tho they dont really know anything about it, but theyre open to listening about what i love and that feels really nice :)))

i usually start by just replying to stuff a lot and i get u,,, sometimes i think i overdo replies but its also how ive gotten to be closer to ppl,, but also sometimes also messages on twt dont always sound the same as if u were speaking irl,,, so its harder to get the vibe,, but i hope u dont take it all to heart,,, but i have been there too xD

i know some ppl arent very receptive to dms, but i also know a lot of ppl who are! like me who are! i have legit just randomly sent someone ive talked to only on replies cause i saw smthg that reminded me of them!! so dont be too afraid even tho i know its daunting!! if ur worried u could ask them on a reply or like ur doing here!! and u can get a straightforward answer :))

but also u should remember that we are all just little ppl in the world,, and i think lots of ppl feel the same way as u,, cause its scary to put urself out there and little setbacks can make u feel a bit sad,,, but also soemtimes it takes a lot of mental capacity to chat a lot or ppl have busy lives so i hope u dont get weighed down by any colder responses.... its always hard at the start and can be hit or miss,, but i hope that doesnt hold u back!!

sry i yapped a lot and i dont know if i made much sense but im sending u my loveee <33

omfg im obssessed with this!!!! i've legit been craving so much fantasy too, one of my fav genres and just the angst of it,,, the lies and jsng just feeling like something is wrong with him,, this deep gnawing in his bones,,, he doesn't feel quite right in his own skin,,, mnho's desperation seeking out whatever means to keep jsng with him, alive and safe no matter what the consequences or whatever it takes,,,, the there's always a price to pay for magic is such a good concept,, and like i can imagine mnho resorting to the most horrible deeds to do the spell,,, he would sacrfice all morals or maybe not him even killing others but like u know he would take away parts of himself just to have jsng with him again,,,

but omg the extra angst if jsng has to pay the price for being alive,,, like that would hurt so bad too,,, aaaaaaa but also they would need to figure out a way because my heart cant do hardcore sad endings,,, so mnho can murder or be as toxic as he likes idc as long as in the end miso are together forever,,,, thethered together for eternity,,, toxic codependency frrrr,,,

tho just the thought of jsng finding out he's been resurrected,,, maybe it goes against everything jsng has even known, since he's a druid and one with the earth and he's supposed to be accepting of his life cycle and when he dies, he becomes one with the earth, but mnho takes that away from him cause he can't live without jsng aaaaaaaa so much good potential angst,,, i will be dreaming about this,,, i love ur brain <33