I might be the most emotional person I’ve ever met and I still struggle with empathy and controlling my feelings 😂✌🏾 I also am js a plain loser

i have a low social battery & energy and am socially awkward，unless close friends，i cannot keep a convo w new ppl going on or new friendships。i tend to ignore ppl i am not close till i feel like replying，but im not doing it cuz i find em annoying or anyth i js get very drained & it’ll get awkward。problem is， i like meeting new ppl 🐟🐟

That im actually a Normal person! I seem a Bit odd but any of my odd mannerisms usually Stem from the fact im quite Socially inept and it Actives the uncanny valley of autism In some people. Oh, and People who think My main interest is evil incarnate also arent Helping Out like at all. Sigh. However a Lot of people have befriended me as of Recent and spoken to me and Theyve found out Im actually just normal, which Makes me happy. Shoutout to all my lovely Alterspring mutuals i Love you guys dearly

That I am an Attention Whore

I do not do long-term relationships (friendships).
I am not ensured to remain in your life.
I’ll eventually leave. It is not something you can change, prevent nor predict.
I seek change constantly, and that includes cutting people off indiscriminately.

I have a few people dear to me that I will never leave, but I do not plan on adding any more people I consider worthy of keeping to my roster.

This is something that has been bothering me for a while now but if you're going to shittalk me please don't misgender me. I don't block over shittalking, but I do block over misgendering. I cba to correct someone who doesn't respect me, especially when my pronouns are listed everywhere

Please respect me and my identity. I do not use "she/her." I do not use "he/him." I don't think I have ever used "they/them." on myself in my entire life.

I go by it/its, and a few neopronouns that aren't public. If you're gonna perceive me, perceive this part of me correctly. So sick of it

That when I say I’m mute I mean I am Mute and not just saying it for fun or something ..

I dont understand anything I do

That I'm a "difficult" person, I constantly ghost people if I come too overwhelmed or too busy. I need reassurance from people I look up to. I can't stick with my boundaries. I ghost people who make me uncomfortable. I am more childlike due to my regressed memories. I grow emotionally attached to people easily. lawl.

i am Not well