i love that it wont stop you! to be honest, i use alot of structure sheets so my brain feels a little more organised--it also helps build on what you already have. tips i get sometimes from youtube videos, tiktoks and podcasts. mainly just my years of reading fan fiction helped me to where i am now. when youre so hyperfixated on something, you start to pick up on little habits / writing styles, then you make one that suits yourself! i also just happened to love english in highschool so i paid alot of attention. your writing gets better with time, and practice so im rooting for you! (even though its probably great already)