Continuation to ng iba kong entries. HAHAHAHAH. Did you know na I was bawling my eyes out habang binabasa yung part where James thought na it will be the last time na he'll get to hold Jake like that? Kasi, I was listening to Ben&Ben's "Sa Susunod na Habang Buhay" and the exact lines being sang were "Ikaw pa rin, ang pipiliin kong mahalin sa susunod na habang buhay". Like, I'm happy kasi my pick was the endgame, pero it's still heartbreaking for them to not be chosen. Everyone deserves happiness— I know what the others felt for Jake were not as deep as James and Judd's were, pero still, masakit pa din kasi ma-reject. You can't help but ask "what's wrong with me?", "what did they have that I don't?" or, "don't I dersrve to be chosen?". (Please wag pansinin, nagreplpse siya eh)

Anyways, what made it worse was the fact na my brother's name is Andrew James— samw sila ni James, but different spelling though. You know what made them the same din? They both did their best to show how much a person meant to them. The acts of service, words of affirmation, quality time and all. They were ready to do everything just to make one person happy. Kaso, they had the same ending. Hindi napili. I remembered my brother kay James sa scene na he was talking to Jake ng silang dalawa lang while the others are having fun. I remembered how my brother was in his room, crying dahil sa babae na matagal niyang pinu-pursue. The girl literally made my brother her driver, her chaperone and her wallet. I mean, it would've been okay since it wasn't money, I wasn't the one who was wasting my energy to drive back and forth and all— if it weren't for the fact na she entertained my brother while she's in a relationship. Nalaman nalang ng kapatid ko when she told him about it during New Year. Lolol. I was super frustrated, as his ate, it hurts to see him so broken. Kaya super hagulgol ko kanina habang nagbabasa. Good thing na this AU has a good ending. At least, they never got to experience things like that.

Oh, and fun fact — it might be weird for all of you, pero I believe na every story written becomes true in a different universe. Kaya super OA ko sa pagre-react. HAHAHAHAHAH. Yun laaang. I enjoyed reading your Jake Harem! Thank you for making me experience a rollercoaster-like emotions with this AU. I felt really attached to the characters kahit na they aren't real and it was just a brief time with them. I'm looking forward no your next works!