i’ve grown to love and appreciate the mundane routine that might seem tedious and repetitive but it feels like i have a sense of order and familiarity. i like having a schedule to follow during my day and if i ever feel spontaneous, i might feel a little lost but it’ll be really fun to go with the flow.

i used to stress about things out of my control (ironic, right) like if how slow i’m moving in life compared to those in the same age range as i am, or if i’m being perceived incorrectly but i’ve learnt to accept that everyone has a different pace + journey and how people perceive me is not up to me.

i really admire other’s ability to make art. any type of art or media: writing, painting, photography, film. i don’t think i have that type of creative juice in me so i always like it when people express themselves through their media.

i believe in actions over words so it would really mean a lot to me if someone remembers small details about me so when they see things, they get reminded of me? for example, they walk past my favourite egg tart store and they buy me a few without me having to ask them. maybe i’m just a major acts of service person.

when i was still in school, i used to play basketball and earnt myself two massive scars on my knees because i fell on the concrete.

i’d rather be forgotten, hatred is too heavy of a burden to feel.

i would take a bullet for my mother, she’s my number 1 supporter and best friend. < 3 always her over me.

i struggled with this so much because i actually don’t talk to many people but those that have a small piece of my heart include hui, marin, and gael. plenty more room for others to crawl in, my heart is so full of love for those that deserve it.

i’ve transitioned from earl grey lychee to boysenberry this week, especially if it’s made with yoghurt.

i think i’ve only shared a singular sentence conversation with him thus far, but he seems like a very genuine person in how he interacts with others. a really cool guitarist too, i love ptv. i hope i get to know him better and talk to him more.