hello, i saw this message popped out last night and i read it while a bit sleepy. and then, i reread it again after waking up. AND THEN. i reread it again while ordering my drinks and snacks. THEN. i reread it again and again until i finally decided to make up my mind on how to answer.

first of all, i would like to tell you not to worry about things like sharing it to the timeline. i have this belief that answered that could be share to the timeline are regarding my works... because then people could search for the context or such. any personal message addressed to me are very rarely shared to the timeline because i am also shy....... but if you have this fear then perhaps, i did shared some of them. like that asking for f1 teams or significant others lololo. BUT at that time, i did share it because i am comfortable and i thought it was a bit of joke (which i adores btw) SO please rest assured... that when i know something is personal, i will not share it to the world unless you don’t want to. the downside is that alterspring is anonymous platform so if someone checked, then they could see. so i hope you don’t mind because how else would i answer ya? not that people check my alterspring... just saying it was a possibility HEH.

ANYWAY. shall we address the elephant in the room now?

first of all, i would like to say thank you for going forward and saying this. it means a lot to me and i am honestly HONESTLY (double and caps!) feel so honoured and thankful for your feelings. never have i ever received such confession like this along with the clear and forwards intentions!!! WOW GUYS!!! this is truly TRULY admirable and i am soooooooooo endeared because this is actually my style... YES. you did ask for confirmation first and did it via anonymous box but there’s also a plan to move forward accordingly so i am just soo soo soooooo happy because this is very clear and leave no room for doubt. really take the minds tolls of going on and off because i gotta admit, i am kind of bad with taking a hint. so thank you AGAIN for being clear!

NEXT. no need to apologise for asking because there’s no harm in it and i actually appreciate this kind of things so much huhuhuhu. do you have a chance? well, i would say yes...? we’re off to the good start actually. and i am actually pretty easy (old enough to admit it) give me attention and affection and next thing you know i’d be catching feelings ESPECIALLY if the people already tell their intentions behind it. but that’s not a good thing as well right? me personally, think that’s one of my flaws... so i guess if you don’t really mind with that then....... idk... you can do whatever you want with this info.

normally, i would tell you something along the line of... while i appreciate you coming forward with your feelings, it should be good to consider the subjects of your affection more throughly. is it for me or because of my writings and interactions with people... BUT since you mentioned that you already think it through and i appreciate it. idk how many i appreciate you i have left in me (it’s actually a lot) but i would say that you may take your time on reaching out to me... or dming... OR IDK!!! if you feel like things are moving to fast... you can just say hi and wants to be friends instead......

THE THING IS. if you ask people, i might not be as warm as i am on the timeline... i am actually really bad on 1:1 conversations and slow on answering them especially when my days are a bit packed so people might think i am cold. i did try my best but just want to throw it out here in case it might make you change your mind. BUT. i guess, if we have the intentions to move forward towards something, i will also put my energy on it right? i will try harder and be more honest about the whole things.

i think that would be my answers for now. wow now i am just RAMBLING so i apologise if it’s too much for you. i guess, i could summarise things as a way to make my answer clear as well.

tldr: i appreciate you for saying things clearly and yes, there’s a chance for you so i am comfortable with you approaching me directly. BUT... feel free to take your time at your own pace. when you finally come to me, i will try to match your energy! BUT. if somehow i am not like what you imagine... i hope you will not hold it against me as well. last but not least, if after this you somehow decide to change your mind, i will not hold it against you.

THAT WILL BE ALL FROM ME! i hope this answers all your questions and once again, i appreciate your honesty and bravery. HAVE A GOOD DAY! and lunch! :3

p.s. i wrote it on my note apps and didn’t reread so please excuse the typos and misspelling bevause i am actually also NERVOUS AND MALU BANGET....... thank you!