nonnie · 2mo
calamity feng xin anon back again 🫡 loooove the idea of ghost flame fx searching for xl and sees someone w the familiar hairstyle only to find that its mq....and in rage he follows him around only to see how desolately he's living and how he was kind of wrong?? ghost flame fx gets discovered by mq but mq treats him like a figment of company bc his niang died...his neighborhood died....the kids in his slum who called him gege.... :( ghost flame fx cant do anything so he leads mq to where he died and he only crumples more when he sees mq absolutely lose it and bawl over fx's bloodstained hair ribbon and piece of armour.........OUGH angst. mq blames himself so much .... fx becomes obsessed w mq and determined to live for him!!! mq ascends, while fx in the klin..... i like the soft flavour BUT i also love your flavour of fx rotting in a ditch which turns into hate/obsession/possesiveness teehee
late reply i'm so sorry but YES I LOVE THIS IT'S SOOO PERFECTTT fx's guilt and remorse driving him at first bc of all the time he spent treating mq like shit but now mq is so lonely and all fx wants is to be able to hold him. he's never held mq before but now he wishes with all his might that he could wrap both arms around mq and hug him bc the poor baby desperately needs a hug :( maybe that's one of his big motivations for regaining a corporeal form, being able to touch mq and comfort him :') but when he finally gets his corporeal form he's like. wait a second. maybe mq is going to be horrified by this. so for a few decades he watches mq from afar meanwhile mq thinks fx's ghost flame dissipated but no!!! fx didn't dissipate!!! he's just scared of showing himself :( ok ok sorry i'm going too crazy with this it's ur au i'm just a spectator I'M SORRY BUT....imagine mq seeing him for the first time in many many years and just cradling his face and weeping bc he remembers that ghost flame being the only thing that kept him sane after losing his friends, his kids, his mom, everything oughgfghg sorry I'LL SHUT UP...
