HUGS HUGS HUGS-- it's all good, dw! the past couple years i've been trying to steer my thoughts away from the doom and gloom spiral. shit happens, mistakes, accidents or the universe tossing a dart labeled 'fuck you' and hitting us spot on. something i tell my siblings is, "give up for today, dust yourself off tomorrow", which sounded good enough to tell a 10 year old who had an awful day at school, so i try following it too when all i've done in the end, fails. it helps lessen the stress i guess, because you need a clear head to face whatever happens tomorrow. good luck out there, i believe in you.