Hii, first of all thank you so much for your kind words anon! (i lit just woke up) and i am glad that someone like you could love the works as much as i do. 🫶 Writing has never been an easy road for me ever since i started but idk, you just gotta love what you do, right? soo, as a writer myself, here are my takes:

1. constructing a plot is easy, laying the story out is another kind of hardship
2. i'm a filo writer and since i want my stories to be enjoyed by my intl moots too, i try my very best everyday/week, let's say, to write in ENGLISH- which in fact is not my first language- so, i really don't want to write things that are poorly constructed
3. as i've mentioned above, that just shows me being a perfectionist HAHAHA i don't want both my premises and full-blown aus to be half assed written (but things will be diff if i reached the flow state)
4. writer's block is real. i've written and started some aus in both languages and there are some that i haven't started yet (lowk have adhd so my attenion span from one work to another is just short)

but my biggest worry is imposter syndrome. i really wanna thank you all and give big hugs to everyone who appreciates my aus, however, sometimes i just doubt everything about my author self in general cause i often feel like i am not giving good stories for you to consume and that's just draining me a lot. 😖

BUT!! i am sure that you, anon, specifically, can write things at your own pace. it will just naturally come out on you and the next thing you knew? you'd be enjoying writing for everyone as well. not everyone can have a good start but the scariest thing is not trying :)) so, i'll be giving you my goodluck dust (🍀✨️🍀✨️🍀✨️🍀) and will support you in the future! xoxo <3