teman bermaiN · 2d
kak.. aku nangis deh baca 911 kamu:( sedih banget bcs i kinda see myself in charles. i always put everyone above myself. i always prioritize everyone’s feelings. i always try to be the one who listens to them whenever it is. but when it comes to myself, i feel like no one can ever makes me feel like i’m also a human. i often feel like i’m just everyone’s emotion dumps. it’s not that i don’t like being all ears to my friends. i like it a lot to be everyone’s safe place. but it doesn’t mean i’m always emotionally available to do it. sometimes i’m also feel the burnouts and everything 😢 i’m sorry jadi curcol:( i hope you’ll always find happiness kakak! thank you so much for writing this, i feel really really seen :)
thank you so much for reading 911 and telling me this, sender. i’m really glad you felt safe enough to share it with me!
sometimes when someone listens a lot, people tend to forget that they’re also someone who needs to be listened to. jadi safe placenya orang-orang kadang malah bikin kita ngerasa nggak punya tempat aman. pasti ada nggak enaknya ketika kita try to love our loved ones sincerely but still wonder if anyone would stay when we’re the ones falling apart.
terima kasih ya, sender! tolong jangan lupa that your kindness is precious, but your worth is never measured only by how much comfort you can give to other people. you deserve all the good things in this world!
once again, thank you for hanging in there until now walaupun rasanya kayak cuma bergantung ke tali tipis yang gak tahu akan kuat nahan bebannya sampai kapan. semoga pelan-pelan bisa lepas dari tali itu dengan aman ya. sending you the biggest hug from hereeeeeee ❤️
