"don't want to" is a bit subjective because I generally want to read things that I also enjoy writing, but I know I don't enjoy the process of writing highly structured fics, even if I can really enjoy reading them! things like mysteries or highly plotted fics like heistfics are not something that are in my technical ability to write and be proud of right now without Dedicating myself to it and I will simply not be doing that so I will not write them. but I will love to read other peoples'!