stop i like this A Lot...sleepy xl who barely realises he's started resting his head on js's shoulder, he just feels so comfortable resting on his hyung....he drifts off for real for a bit and when he wakes up he thinks its a dream bc js has put an arm around him and shifted his body so xl could sleep comfortably and now xl's body is turned so he's tucked into js's side and his head is turned so his nose is brushing js's neck...because xl thinks its a dream, he starts nosing at js's skin, breathing him in, and he can't help himself, its only a dream after all, he nips at js's skin...and js thinking hes still asleep is like ????????? but doesnt move bc xl is alseep and he needs sleep!!
when xl realises it wasnt a dream (probably ax saw and asked xl about it later like hey why did u do that and xl is like WHAT) and he was actually doing that he would be So embarrassed. even slightly mortified that js might think he's a freak and hate him forever. js is acting normally but xl is so hyperaware of everything he's doing and is scared to touch js and overthinking everything and js is surprised to find out he's kinda sad xl isnt being clingy like he usually is w him and mayb realises Oh. maybe xl was awake and now hes scared??? so maybe he initiates contact first, rests his head on xl's shoulder in the car, and xl is internally freaking the fuck out but so so happy..