i think positivity that resonates with so much people always comes from a place of hurt and a place of weakness , especially in my case . i always try to be someone who doesn't only uplift others with messages of encouragement , but to also acknowledge the reality of how painful everyone's situations and lived experiences are ! ! there's no point in putting people down when u could invest time into even making 1 person's day even better . i hope u know that u are so capable of turning things around , even if it's not ideal , or perfect , or not like u planned it , there's always beauty somewhere ! ! there's always love somewhere , whether it's from friends who accept u , family ( though i really do understand if not , i empathize ) , or even just knowing that someone out there has been in your shoes and has made it out , there's always hope somewhere ! ! that's the kind of idol i've always wanted to be , and one that definitely has its hard moments for me because i admit my brain has its lows too . . i want to prove that even where i am right now , i can shine even brighter than i could ever realize and that people who resonate with those feelings can find comfort and community with me too ! ! i'm always supporting u anon , i love u !