anonnies · 4d
( ⛸️ ) : HI ES 🩷🩷 before anything, happy new year!!! i can't even remember the last time i sent you an ask but i've missed sharing my thoughts here hehe
i haven't been able to unpack SO MUCH like the jihan live... Oh boy the jihan live..... i wanted to yap about it so bad but i was just really busy anyways i'll try to encapsulate all the thoughts i've had since the last time i was here yippee
1. for some reason i connected jihan to many many songs these past few months... though a few that really made me spiral were willow by taylor, hate to be lame by lizzy, a couple minutes by olivia, cross your mind by shelly, AND!!! miss independentFUCKKK . i have Got to be a jihan addict because this hit me like a truck as i was hanging out with friends and we sang it at karaoke IM CRYINGG
i won't expand on those too much because otherwise this ask would be LOOONGG . but i'd love to hear your thoughts :3
2. the whole discourse that happened awhile back regarding jeonghan who plans trips meticulously but goes along with any of joshua's plans.... sent me into psychosis. this is also kinda connected to the first one because the lyrics of willow and miss independent..... LORDDDD
jeonghan who admires joshua's certainty of his wants and joshua who isn't fully aware that jeonghan desires to be one of them
3. i know absolutely nothing about heated rivalry but all i know is i love hudcon. I can't believe we have yet another ship match this is actually insane..... your taste is impeccable please never change
4. I JUST FINISHED READING YOUR FIRST JIHAN FIC 😭😭😭 i've been wanting to send this ask for a few days now but i was INSISTENT in wanting to read the fic first and BOOOYYYY WHAT THE HELL BOY . i was born in the right generation i love es' beomjun and jihan fics 😭😭😭😭😭 and THANK YOU SO SO MUCH because the jihan and beomjun agenda is spreading...I might actually tear up.... bro it was so rough for me when my hyperfixation started in june of last last year i felt like i was alone deadass 💔 you are much appreciated in this community and i thoroughly enjoy how you put jihan's dynamics into words, both in real life and in your fic ❤️🩹 i rest assured that your jihan lives happily together forever
5. We are So incredibly Vmin Back.
OOKAAY [takes tinhat off]
HELP i'm so sorry this is long asf pls don't be pressured to respond right away 😭🫶
wishing you a very beomjunful jihanful and vminful year baibaiii 🌼
ICE SKATE NONNIE YOU'RE HEREEEE I'VE MISSED HEARING FROM YOU!!! happy new year to you too!!
but yes omg so much happened in jihanland in the last stretch of the year it's bonkers as hell actually like !!!!!! i thought we were going into a low-activity year !!!!! THEY STRESSED ME OUT/GAVE ME LIFE SO MUCH. i still remember where i was when i realized they went live like it was so serious.....and then jeonghan's birthday greeting.......like what a jihanful year......thank god.
- but okay omg i need to listen to all the songs you listed here that i don't know BUT YES ABSOLUTELY FOR A COUPLE MINUTES AND WILLOW. i never like thinking of a jihan breakup (i feel like a fake jihanist sometimes but like i don't really like to entertain the toxic yaoi on-again, off-again couple angle for them so sorry i like them in love and a little messy but beyond that....i'll leave that for the angst writers) but a couple minutes IS very them......SIGH.......
- AND YES GOD I HAD AN ENTIRE YAOI COKE-INDUCED SPIEL ABOUT THAT ON HERE. i think we need to talk more about what jeonghan chooses to surrender/leave up to shua. like jeonghan's so used to being the person in charge; he's an older brother, he's always going to be an older brother, and he can't help but be the eldest in every situation he's put in, so it's FASCINATING to me whenever he lets shua take the reins bc he's not really someone who's comfortable receiving care in that way. jeonghan likes to be taken care of on his own terms, and shua really understands that, their trade-off on care is never forced or unnatural; joshua lets jeonghan fuss over him without protest but then, because of the kind of person he is (independent like you said, more of a go-getter), jeonghan lets himself sit back a bit more.....ROMANCE......and how dare you, "jeonghan who admires joshua's certainty of his wants and joshua who isn't fully aware that jeonghan desires to be one of them" HOW DARE YOUUUUU YOU'RE SO RIGHT!!!! like jeonghan wants to belong to joshua, wants to be needed, and wants to be wanted........SIGHHHHHH
- PLEASE WE REALLY DO HAVE THE SAME SHIPS???? THIS IS SO FUNNYYYYYSLKDHFSLKHDF and god yes i love hudcon. i love rpf (real people fallinginlove) the most ethical form of shipping. but do try to watch heated rivalry whenever u can!!!
- aaaaaaaaAAAA my gosh thank you so much!!! :((( i was both really scared of how that fic would turn out and also having the most fun writing in a long time so i'm just happy whenever people tell me they liked it. and i'm happy to be in the community!!! it's great to be in a coalition with such excellent taste.
- AND SO REAL. OH MY GOD. I'M OVERJOYED. MY 95Z SHIPS COMING BACK TO LIFE BOTH LATE LAST YEAR AND THIS YEAR. MY GOD.
and pls don't apologize!! i've missed hearing from you and it was such a delight to have you in my inbox again!!! and may we indeed have a very yaoiful year <3
