0x000 · 4mo
Kak, kamu serius lagi enggak pengen pacaran? Even naksir your mutuals juga enggak?
0x000 · 4mo
Selamat kamis untuk kamu yang manis
0x000 · 4mo
i miss you.
0x000 · 4mo
Hi, miss me? HAHA. Thank you for such a beautiful message, Vale. It’s honestly hard to explain what it felt like reading your words, almost like a quiet exhale I didn’t realize I needed. You made me feel understood in the gentlest way possible. There’s something so rare about the way you respond, thoughtful, careful, kind. I couldn’t stop smiling as I read everything you’ve sent. Your words bring me such comfort. I truly hope we can keep talking like this. And I also want you to always keep smiling wherever and whenever you are, because I’ll always smile whenever I think of you, whenever I remember these messages. And I’m truly glad you gave yourself a day to rest. You deserve that. And thank you (again and again) for everything you’ve said. That really means more than you know. Thank you for believing in me, even when I struggle to believe in myself sometimes. Your words felt like quiet reassurance, the kind that doesn’t shout, but still lands exactly where it’s needed. Knowing someone like you is quietly cheering me on makes the hard days easier to carry. Oh, and about that one, there’s a quiet kind of care in how you respect my space, about you never tried to figure out who I really am. That’s why I’m thankful. You make me feel safe. And hey, don’t pretend the “everyone’s crush” title doesn’t suit you. Who wouldn’t fall for someone like you? I can definitely see why people are drawn to you! And even if one day I stop sending these messages, if I quietly disappear and don’t show up here again... I’ll still carry every piece of this with me. Thank you for making this feel like a soft place to land. —🍒
It weirdly feels like it’s been forever since we last talked—even though it’s only been a few days. Funny how that happens, yeah? Anyway, I’m really glad to hear a little update about your life. But listen… if you keep throwing compliments at me like that, I’m seriously going to develop an ego problem.. 😅 Can we, like, put the sweet stuff on pause for a second and just talk? I mean, not that I’m ungrateful, it’s just, every time we chat it ends up sounding like a thank-you note exchange. I get confused trying to reply while avoiding sounding like I’m accepting an award. (That was a joke, by the way. Please tell me you caught that.) Also, weekend’s coming. Are you excited? I’m kinda stuck in between “yay” and “meh.” My Saturday schedule is all over the place lately. I’m just hoping I won’t have to come into the office again. If I do, that’ll be my third Saturday in a row without a day off. RIP to my remaining sanity. So yeah, fingers crossed. Anyway, tell me more about your day, would you? Speaking of which, I just wrapped up watching Erased yesterday. Finally got around to it after my coworker wouldn’t shut up about it for months. And turns out? It was so good. You’d probably enjoy it too if you like a light time-travel mystery with a pinch of thriller. And Airi… yeah, she’s beautiful. I might be a little too attached. I’m currently trying to move on from her, but it’s tough out here. Wow, I just fully exposed my anime side to you. But hey, don’t worry—I’m not that kind of wibu. No cringe, no roleplay, no fake Japanese slipping into conversation. I swear. 😌 Since I gave you a rec, your turn now. Hit me with something. A book, a movie, anything really. I’m open to whatever. Just looking for something new to get into and maybe to distract me from the gaping Airi-shaped hole in my heart, lol.
0x000 · 5mo
Thank you for letting me know, Vale. No hard feelings at all, I totally understand, and I’m sure you’ll always reply when you have time. And about what you said about my words, you have no idea how much that meant to me. I reread that part over and over again with the goofiest little smile. You saying I confuse you in a good way… well, now you’ve flipped the whole thing back on me, because that’s exactly how I feel reading your reply. Also, thank you for being so kind about not trying to figure out who I am. I really appreciate that more than you know. And if one day you find out, you ever start to realize, or guess who has been behind 🍒 all this time… please don’t see that as a reason to leave me. I really enjoy being able to talk to you like this, even if you only know me as 🍒. So thank you for respecting that. As for Monday, soft reset truly is the perfect way to describe it. I’m glad you gave yourself that time to just rest and breathe. Sometimes doing nothing is exactly what we need, especially after such an exhausting week, right? But, you didn’t skip your meals, right? And did you drink enough water yesterday? Mine was a little heavier, honestly. I’ve never really hated Mondays… but maybe yesterday I did. It wore me out. A lot of unexpected things happened, but it’s okay. I made it through again. Oh, and I noticed quite a few people have been sending you messages too. I mean, I get it, you're literally everyone's crush. Maybe one day you won’t be waiting on a message from this cherry anymore??? That’s all from me for now. Can’t wait to hear more from you soon. Take good care of yourself, and have a good day, Vale. —🍒
Thank you, really, for trying to understand. It means a lot. And it honestly makes me smile knowing that I just uncovered another little fact about you. Turns out you’re pretty attentive and understanding. Also, if something I said made you happy, that genuinely makes me happy too. You know, being the reason behind someone’s smile isn’t something that comes easy, at least not in my book. So if my words happen to do that for you, I feel lucky. Keep smiling, alright? Not just when things go right, but especially when they don’t. And keep noticing the little moments too. The quiet ones, the unexpected ones. Life’s hidden in those small things. About Monday.. yeah, I really enjoyed it. Days off are a rare luxury for me, especially ones that are actually quiet. So yesterday felt like a soft pause. I used it well, I think… mostly just resting, doing nothing, since I don’t know when I’ll get another day like that. I’m also really sorry to hear about how your Monday went. But if it helps.. sometimes it takes a little breakage, a little failure, for us to really sharpen the edges of what we’re building. I believe you’ll get through it. And not just get through it, you’ll finish it strong. You always seem like someone who does. And about that part, you saying you’re grateful because I’m not trying to figure out who you are. I’m still not sure why you should be thanked for that, but… you’re welcome. Still, just between us. Even if I did know who you were, whether by accident or not, I wouldn’t suddenly walk away or treat you any differently. What for? I mean it when I say you don’t have to worry. I won’t ever cross that line. I just want you to feel safe. The same safety you somehow give me through all this. About that last thing, HAHA, no way. I can’t carry the title of “everyone’s crush.” That’s too dramatic. Come on. Also, if one day you decide to stop sending these anonymous messages, I’ll get it. Really. I’ll understand. But don’t think I won’t still be here waiting, checking in, hoping to hear from you again. Because I enjoy talking to you. A lot more than I expected to. You are a great person, 🍒.
0x000 · 5mo
You make people wish they were characters in your stories. Or even worse.. yours <3
0x000 · 5mo
kak, maybe you’re not really looking to date or anything romantic right now. but have you ever caught yourself thinking one of your mutuals is kinda attractive? like, they lowkey caught your attention
Honestly, I feel like all my mutuals have their own kind of charm. If you’re asking whether I’ve ever found someone attractive among them, of course I have. They’re all talented in their own ways, doing cool stuff in their own corners. It’s hard not to be impressed sometimes. So yeah, I catch myself lowkey gaping sometimes. Respectfully, of course.
0x000 · 5mo
Everyone wants to be seen by you. I wonder who you wish would look back ;)