I am very sorry for using the ask all feature again so soon . But there is something important I wish to talk about that has required a lot of courage and energy and I have finally found the confidence to bring this up .

@Vulpine or Nari has previously engaged in the discussion of inappropriate and possibly predatory topics and behaviours with a minor . He is 19 years old , maybe even 20 by now , but at the time of these conversations , I was 16 and frankly in a horrible place . Everything I will be showing is as is and none of it is taken out of context , every response from me is because I felt like I had to engage to avoid conflict , my interest shown is fabricated and out of anxiety or fear .

All of these albums were made with accessibility in mind . You can copy the link to a specific image and post it into your browser to view the context provided .

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This is the first album , where Nari is seen discussing one of our most common ( and one of the less uncomfortable but no less alarming ) topics . He shows off , explains and romanticises the idea of vaping , doing drugs , and consuming alcohol .

This topic in particular is one that I am , despite the lesser discomfort , very sensitive to . I am susceptible to trying out new things whether they are harmful or not , fearing I may miss out if I don ' t . I am afraid of not being able to try out everything I want to in my lifetime , and the way that Nari talked about these things only made me want to do it more . It seemed cool to me , the colours and the functionality of the vapes and the idea of getting high .

He did not consider the fact that discussing these things with a minor , impressionable as we unfortunately are , is dangerous and harmful . This fear of missing out became so bad that I had an anxious breakdown and spent an hour looking up how to obtain weed - related products because I was scared that I was doing something wrong by avoiding these behaviours . I could not sleep that night , and as I wasn ' t in therapy yet at the time , I couldn ' t tell anyone any of this and it was bottled up .

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This second album is about him discussing his pregnancy and / or periods . This may seem like nothing at first , but I have previously mentioned that I have an extreme fear of pregnancy and carriage , childcare , menstruation and more related to those topics . I do not like hearing / reading and having to talk about it and Nari knew this because it was mentioned to him in his inbox .

He also mentioned that he no longer wanted his child to be a topic on the internet yet continued to talk about his stress regarding parenting to a child . I did respond on one or two occasions trying to help him but doing so was very stressful for me and he made me feel pressured into giving him advice that I didn ' t have .

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This final album is the most important and arguably the most predatory behaviour that Nari has shown . He is seen talking about using sex toys such as vibrators and dildos as well as a genuine conversation he had with a parent about condoms that he thought were bought for him and his partner . I was the most disturbed and uncomfortable reading these messages , I felt forced to reply despite how gross I felt for engaging in this topic . It is alarming to see him talking about previous sexual encounters and the emphasis on him no longer being a virgin to a minor and I felt so bad keeping quiet about this for so long .

Around February ( or so I believe ) I had cut Nari off entirely after he repeatedly messaged me while I was on DNI or IWVEC just to talk about something insignificant or non - emergent . But I realise the real reason was how uncomfortable I had been with him all along . I want everyone to see what he has done to me and to understand what I felt during these two months .

I ' m very sorry if there are words that sound over - used here or if there are any spelling mistakes . Please spread this if you can , it would help out a lot .

You cannot say dumbass shit on a public platform and then go " why is everyone being so mean to me 🥺🥺 ". Regardless of your age you know damn well not to say shit like that in a public vicinity, your excuses are weak and you should really reflect on your actions 🤔 calling people bitches, cunts, etc because you know for a fact they're right doesn't help! Accusing random people who didn't do anything of sending you death threats does not help! Play stupid games, win stupid prizes. Don't say dumbass things and not expect backlash.