I kind of just grew naturally. I don't think theres any hard part if you're having fun, and I was having fun! Sure my mental health took a nosedive sometimes, but with any new thing I think that was normal for someone like me. Eventually it evened out, and eventually i grew to love the process of things. Because if its not organic, then its not really worth pursuing, and i wouldn't have it any other way. So i guess the hardest part for me was just the mental hump i went through, but it was just always going to happen